I don't know but I have this feeling that I'm starting to not fall in love for her when in fact I do love her. Okay maybe love is an overstatement, like is more appropriate right now. Basta I just have that feeling. We went home together a while ago and she really acts like a child. Mas isip bata pa sa akin. I didn't walk her home because I'm just tired. I should go home alone nga eh but next time na lang I just need some time for myself.
I was an asshole. Yes. I was very mean to one of my prof this sem. The quizzes and exams were returned to us and still, Virology is a disaster for me - the quizzes, the exams, the practicals. I'm quite disappointed to myself a while ago. The practicals was really easy, swear and I let people look and that's why I hate myself today. I should be higher than him but that's reality, next time NO. Two more grading period, I need to be studious and nerd for the rest of the semester. Actually after this month would be Compre Exams already and after them, the agony of knowing whether you pass or not. I hope I pass and get high grades because I'm still aiming and trying to achieve that grade. I'm just trying to prove to myself kasi that I can achieve these things. I want to feel self-fulfillment that I achieve this. Self-esteem kumbaga.
Tomorrow, we have quiz in Serology-Immunology Lab experiment 7-9. I need to study hard you see. Pampataas na rin e. Not sure sa Clin Chem lec quiz, but I hope that if there is a quiz let me be high. I need to. Please.
I just thought that I want to be in World Citi. Hahaha. I mean kahit na malayo but I still want to be in JR more.
I hope that i can already find blink's blog.
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