Enough!

An understated word. Nothing is enough in this world. Humans are natural predators who hunger for power, for fame, for family and friends, for happiness, for everything. No matter how good you wished for, nothing will change. You will still want other things. That is the rule for us. Everyone may not know what one's heart seeks out but this is an obvious process to search for your happiness in life.

Yes to 2014! Soon!

No More!

I think this is my study post after so long of not ranting. Hay. I'm studying clin eps. It's not totally incomprehensible but I think I need to read it for so many times.

I'll just let it out. I can't contain it forever and I don't have a friend to talk too. Yeah, this is the ironic part. I don't tell my problems to people but instead I hide it. I know, my life is a mess and pitiful but I really don't know what to do. :||||||||

A while ago, we played Rockband and our subsec have a visitor from another subsec. And my subsec is teasing me to someone and that visitor likes the one my subsec is teasing me with. Magulo? Yes. Anyways, I don't like how they did it because I don't want that person to hate me because of some misconception. It's really sad that some people tend to do things they want. I don't know really. They didn't name drop but I think they're pertaining to me. Defensive much?

I like to cry right now but I can't. I can't voluntarily stimulate my lacrimal glands to produce tears that is of high concentration in salt. It's been so long since I cried, I can't remember when was the last time. Wah! Let them fall!

Lose thyself

2nd sem is indeed a heaven. We've got so much free time that one med student could ever have in his life. Seriously, the only problem that we are thinking about is 'WHAT TO DO?' We've got so much free time that we can jog/play badminton/rockband....and the list goes on.

One thing I learned. I suck at everything. Very low self esteem. I don't know what's the problem. Maybe, I'm just not mature enough. And I think all my emotions for love drifted away. Wahhh! Impending doom. :|

Inspiration please!

No outlet

When one poured down water in a glass container at one point in time water will overflow. When one closed up a container and continuously put pressure in it at one point in time the container will shatter into thousands of pieces. No means to fix it. No methods to return it to its original state. But no matter what you do, these things will never happen if you let it flow. This is a general rule, there must be balance. Amount that enters = amount that exit. Nothing more. Nothing less. Do not let it all build up inside. No matter what you do, you always have an outlet. Let it all out.

Hello Bleu! Perks of being in a Catholic school. #noclasses

Medstudent Needs Sembreak

At para sa mga UST med student na katulad ko. Magpugay tayo kasi sa lahat ng med schools, tayo nalang may pasok. Tayo nalang nag-eexam. Tayo nalang ang may maikling sembreak. May karamay naman tayo, highschool. Pft! Hay. Sa totoo, chill nalang kahit paano ngayon. Nagpakalax nalang ako e. Sana hindi ko pagsisihan.

Bawat beses na sabihin o marinig ko sa utak ko mga pangalan niyo. Taena talaga! Hahaha. Kumukulo dugo ko. Kahit ngayong tinatype ko nakakakulo pa rin ng dugo. Hay. Karmahin na sana kayong dalawa. Amp talaga! Wag kayong magssorry sa akin kasi hindi ko naman kayo papatawarin. Hindi ko rin kakalimutan mga ginagawa niyo. Taena talaga!

Control

Dito ko siguro matutunan magcontrol ng pagkabwisit. Hindi na dapat pinapatulan ang mga ganyang bagay. Pero TAENA! May araw din kayo. Hehehe. Mahirap lumaban, marami sila e. :) I can't win. Sembreak na po please!

Ticket Please!

This is a pass to a travel of a lifetime. Last 2 weeks and I'm half-free from the misery. Patikim palang iyong last week e. Hahaha.


The first time that I wanted to watched basketball game was during Games 1 and 2 of UST vs DLSU. Wala lang. I'm not really an avid fan of UAAP but UST is fighting its way to be the champion. Let them win! GO USTE!

Nakakainis lang na maayos ang usapan mo sa isang tao tapos malalaman mo nalang na siya pala pasimuno ng pangbbwisit sa akin. Hahaha. Ironic. Eh, ganun talaga. May karma kasing tinatawag kaya nangyari sa'yo yan e. Tandaan mo, sa simulang bumagsak ka, tuloy tuloy na yan hanggang sa hindi ka na makatayo. Alam kong masama 'to pero gago ka e! Wala akong ginagawa sa'yo ah! Hahaha. Anyway, keep up the good work. Madagdagan pa sana lahat ng kamalasan mo sa mundo.

Birthday month it is! Sana makamit ko ang tanging goal ko ngayong sem. Please! Kahit iyon lang! Puyat mode ako ngayon kasi tulog ako buong hapon. Nakakafrustrate na mag-aral.

Kaya ticket please!

Post Med Week Syndrome

After a stagnant week, the heavy rain poured down in a flash and will continue until the ends of time. Save me, I'm drowning. Save me from this misery. Save us all.

3-week countdown and soon, I'll be waterproof. Spare me.

*These are the times that you feel really happy that you did something good. You proved something to yourself and you're not just a student. You're a student and a brother. Thank you!

Hypermetabolic and Hyperactive state

Kapag may sipon at ubo ka pala, mas mabilis ka magutom at hyper ka. :| Ito siguro ang bumubuhay sa akin ngayon. Kailangan ko ng pahinga! Pero compromised ang pagtulog sa pag-aral. Pag-aaral na hindi ka naman sigurado sa kung ano kalalabasan. 10 item quiz with lots of things to understand. K!

Pharmacoffeelogy

Hay. Side effects of drinking 2 cups of coffee. Bakit ngayon kayo umeepekto kung hindi sobrang kailangan na kailangan?! Oh well, ituloy na tong allnighter na to! Sana sulit man lang to for pharma later.

Disoriented

So many things to think about and I don't know what to do. It's just that no matter how much effort I put, it just won't make any sense.

Right now, I want to sleep because tomorrow we have something important to do but the thing is I slept the whole day and I have to compensate by studying tonight. But I'm not in the mood right now. Every little bit of info just passes through my brain. I feel so frustrated right now. Tomorrow is my only free day left. And I need to be involved. Seriously.

Only Jam88.3 makes any sense right now. It really is eargasmic. Alternative music is just awesome.

Rain Not Shine

A year ago, this one-week suspension of classes happened too. I think this is what most of the students wish for. Not taking quizzes, or studying or any school-related works. But that is the problem, we only think selfishly, we just think for ourselves not knowing that majority of the different cities in the PH are already suffering. Too many lives wasted.

But on the brighter side, this is a good time for board takers to review because, you know, last year, the one-week suspension happened during the exam week so I was torn whether to study for boards or med, I studied neither. That was a mistake. But now, they've got the whole week for themselves because they do not have anything to worry other than study for boards.

*Bitch me up and I SHALL bitch up on you. Remember that fact. I will not waver no matter what happens. You don't know me fuckers. :)

Sayonara, it's raining again. Making this day productive. Advanced reading, eh?

GG!

A game well played. A good actor. A stage performer. But, the truth is... just a great pretender.

*speechless thoughts.

Na-PATHO ka na ba?

Highlight yan ng buong araw ko kahapon. Nung Sunday kasi, umuwi ako ng Bulacan at umuwi na ng gabi. Hindi pa ako nag-aaral nun. Cram mode utak ko kasi wala pa talaga ako alam. So ayun, aral-kuno then sabi ko nung around 10pm na, 'Bukas nalang ulit, gising ako ng 2am' Ayun na, hindi na ako kayang gisingin ng body clock ko. 2am....3am...4am..5am tsaka palang ako nagising. Sangkatutak na alarm na pinapatay ko lamang. Hayyy. So no choice, pumasok ng walang alam.

During pracs, 10 stations, 20 questions. Aba! Iyong magaling, ginawang station 1 = question 1, station 2 = question 2. At ang mas magaling pa ay narealize na lamang niya na matalino ang ginawa niya nung nasa last station siya before the rest station. Hahaha. Nagcram talaga utak niya nun pero wala na magagawa e. Bagsak sa microscope, bagsak sa projection edi bagsak sa pracs pero wala na ako pakielam kasi alam ko na talagang bagsak. Pero kanina nabwisit ako na gusto kong bumili na ng books ng patho para careerin. One of the few choices ko kasi ang Patho kapag nakagraduate ako. Hihihi.

So ayun ang highlight ng buhay ko, ikaw? Na-PATHO ka na ba?

*pracs namin mamaya sa clin path. basics ng medtech[naks yabang!] pero sa totoo lang pressure sa amin iyon, basics nga e! dapat alam! so kung magkamali, revocation na ng lisensya? :)

In God's Time

Life is short. Rest in peace to my good friend, to our good friend. It's such a heartbreaking moment to received a text while having a class that someone passed away that morning. Knowing that you talked to him weeks ago. Going home and seeing his FB account that he was playing all night long, not knowing those were his last hours. I'm having goosebumps thinking about it and looking at his FB wall. Life is short, yes, but I know that my good friend lived a good and happy life. He may have quit Med because of his health status, but I know that he WILL become a good doctor, compassionate, competent, committed. This post is really dedicated to you, I hope that you're really happy to wherever you are. You may not have fulfilled your dreams for leaving. 20 years of life/2 decades, life is short.

Neuroscience book.

I think this is the greatest memory of him for me. I know this is a material thing, but you know, having a book from someone who died is kind of not awesome. I borrowed it from him because I don't have the money to buy one. I still remember that day when he went to UST just to lend this to me and I was telling him that I will buy him a new one when he return to med[but I guess, that won't be happening now]. I haven't used this during the 1st year and this 2nd year, I promised myself that I will maximally used this book for him. For his efforts not to be wasted but it's a sad thing to say that I failed him for the 1st time. I failed my 1st quiz in Neuroscience last Friday. Babawi ako my good friend!

P.S. I know I don't have any special talents for any of unexpected phenomenon but please don't show up right in front of me. Hahaha. Rest assured that I will pray for you and do the same thing for me too. :) And bulungan mo na rin ako ng sagot kapag nag-eexam. :)) Rest In Peace, Marionne James Dinong. :'( I will go later to your burol.

Innovation

An endless possibilities to take.

Petiks next week! Masaya lang ako kasi since start ng June, ngayon nalang ulit kami nawalan ng gawin. Ang gaan at nakakaparanoid na wala ka ginagawa kasi. Goodluck on my kasipagan efforts!

Too fast

A lazy Sunday with my usual pambahay ragged shirt. Reading and trying to read topics to help me survive this week. How sad can a life of med student can be? Instead of working or going to mall or somewhere, I'm at home alone studying. No more social life, for me. I don't know how people can spend so much time things other than studying. Hahaha. Car? Money? Friends?

I think this is the phase where med students will ask themselves. 'Bakit nga ba kasi ako nagmed?' Worth it ba? You spend hundreds of thousands, graduate not so young, are parent-dependent, have no love life.

Released thoughts. It's good. Bara-barang english and grammar but I don't care. Goobye. Patho. Pharma. Pedia. OB. Clinpath. Micro.

Suspension tomorrow please?

Para Sila'y Gising Kopi

Ang tanging kalaban lang naman ng isang medstudent ay ang antok para sa masisipag at katamaran sa mga tamad. Simple, hindi ba? Ako hindi ko alam kung ano kalaban ko diyan e. Ako iyong pipiliin ay 50-50, o kaya kung meron 'or'. Ganun ako e. Walang definite choice. Walang conviction sa pagsagot. [amp nanginginig pa kamay ko while typing. epekto na kape]. Speaking of kape, pampagising. So masasabi kong masipag ako ngayon. Blend 45 kapeng barako ata ininom ko e. Balak ko kasi mag-all nighter kanina at sa kasawiang palad, hindi na ako nag-eenjoy sa binabasa ko. Near saturation point na. Nyek.

Nung 1st year ako, ang style ko kasi sa pag-aaral ay record the lecture at hindi makinig. Ayoko kasi nagnonotes ako tapos mapuputol nalang bigla. May pagka-OC ata ako sa notes kasi gusto ko kumpleto. Nadala ko ang habit na yan ngayong 2nd year. Napapangitan na ako seryoso. 1st yr<2nd :="" ako.="" ako="" ang="" at="" ay="" based="" comparison="" dalawa="" during="" halos="" hindi="" ibalik="" improve="" ito="" kailangan="" klase="" ko.="" ko="" lahat="" lecture="" load="" maganda.="" magbago="" na="" nagpapalpitate="" natutulog="" need="" ng="" ngayon="" notes="" p="" pa="" pag-aaral="" recording.="" sa="" schedule.="" sobrang="" subject="" taking="" to="" while="" yan="" yr.="">
Gusto kong matulog!!!!

Balik Eskwela sa Tag-Init

May pasok na kami bukas. Unang beses since college na 1st day palang may pasok na. I don't care. Same shit lang un e. Ayun, hapon pasok namin at nararamdaman ko na ang init ng araw habang tanghali. Nakikita ko na ang mala-gripong paglabas ng pawis ko habang naglalakad papuntang school. Grrrrr. At sabi ni Ate, agahan ko daw bukas kasi sobrang trapik at naniniwala naman ako dun. Hindi ko pa pala naikkwento na ang CALOOCAN ang isa sa mga pinakamasahol tirahan ngayon. Biruin mo kakagawa lang nung ilang kalsada, gagawa ulit sila. Ano ba?! Kung kailan pasukan tsaka kayo gagawa. TAENA NIYO! Tapos sobrang bahain pa. Wala ba kayong mapagastusan ng pera? Ibigay niyo nalang sa mga nangangailangan! Hindi na kailangan gawin ang daanang hindi naman sira! Amp!

2nd yr med na ako!

Jonat's Brothers

Kauna-unahan. Witty. Funny Name. :)))))

Sket Danx!

Sorry for a not so good scan. It was drawn in a legal size white paper and it doesn't fit into the scanner. :)

Here's a partially finished drawing. Hahaha. I'm just proud with how it turned out. Well, needless to say, I just copied it from the manga. Wahhh! It felt really good to draw once again. I think, I'm just someone who can draw something by patterning it to a picture or a figure. Since last night, I've been searching the net regarding tips on how to draw manga anime character shit. I'm thinking how obsessed I've become with drawing for now. Maybe I'll be adding more details to this in the near future and find more pics to be used as pattern.

Stupid me. I just found out that I made some improvements with the shading this morning. So this is really, partially finished drawing. Hahaha.

Tempobliss

Thank you Sket Dan! Even though you're just an anime. Even though, I just started to read your manga which is the wrong thing I did. I love you! I'm inspired to draw and draw. Hahaha. Actually, I might finish my first drawing tomorrow. It is just now that I drew after a very long time. Shall post it here soon.

Just so you know, it is always better to read the manga before watching the anime. Perhaps, you're asking why? Reading the manga is giving you already the things that will happen like the full story. While reading, it is up to you on how to interpret it. And then after finishing the manga, watch the anime where you'll see how awesome that anime could be.

Thank you for this temporary bliss. I dunno if I will be able to keep this excitement of mine when school starts. Hahaha. I doubt.

Happy-Happy-Happy Birthday!

Dahil hindi sa akin ang pic na to, may cake na inuwi si kuya  nung isa araw.

Happy birthday sa aking dalawang mahal na kapatid. Happy birthday kay kuya kahapon! Happy birthday kay ate ngayon!

Pinag-isa ko nalang iyong post para sa inyo. Ewan ko kung mababasa niyo ito. Pero muli maligayang kaarawan sa inyong dalawa!

ACTS Review Center

Picture from ACTS Review Center FB Website.

Break time. Mga bakanteng upuan ay kung hindi nasa labas at nakapila para bumili ng pagkain ay nasa CR. Mga nakaupo ay kumakain o kaya naman ay nakikipagkwentuhan o kaya ay nagpapakasipag at kinakabahan sa darating na board exams, nag-aaral.

Namiss ko na 'tong room na to. Isang taon na ang lumipas nung huli akong napunta rito. Umagang pumasok para makahanap ng magandang upuan para sa sarili at mga kasama ko. Syempre sa laki ng room at sobrang daming tao, agawan kayo sa oxygen. Kaya ang best na upuan dyan ay iyong sa katabi nung aircon na nasa kaliwa (hindi lang kita sa picture). Well actually, for maximum efficiency of learning, sa unahan kayo para 100% attention span mo. Hinding hindi ka pwede makatulog kapag nasa harap ka. Si Ma'am Leah, tutulugan mo?! Iyan ang best medtech reviewer sa mundo! Not exaggerating! Alam niyan kahit ang maliit na tuldok sa libro.

Namiss ko nang magreview. Dati, dedicated ako magreview kasi ayoko naman sayangin iyong mahal na pinambayad ng aking ina. Syempre masaya rin matuto ng medtech related things kasi Dugong MedTech yata to! Pasok sa review class, uwi sa bahay, konting pahinga then basahin ulit iyong nadiscuss for the day. Hindi naman mahirap gawin iyon e at dapat gawin iyon, kaya nga pumasok ka e.

Para sa mga nagrereview ngayon na magmemed. Tinuan niyo na review niyo ngayon at sinisigurado kong wala na kayong oras sa pasukan. Based from experience yan. Syempre, tingin niyo ba na magiging dedicated kayong magreview during weekends ng pasukan? HINDI. 'Matagal pa naman ang boards e.', marahil ay yan ang sinasabi niyo. Pero mabilis lang ang oras at araw sa medschool. Marerealize mo nalang na 2 weeks nalang boards na. Magccram ka na. Pero sa totoo lang, marami pang holidays sa August kaya may time pa para magcram review. At huwag kayong mag-alala kasi may mga kakilala akong nagreview lang one week before boards. As in, nun palang sila nagrereview at pumasa naman sila. Syempre proud ako sa kanila, mga kaibigan ko e. Pero ito lang masasabi ko, aanhin mo ang isang lisensyang hindi mo naman gagamitin talaga. Ang mahalaga eh, iyong natutunan mo sa review na hindi mo natutunan nung nag-aaral ka nung medtech. Nung pinaghirapan mong isang taon ng paghihirap para lang masuot ang uniform at black nameplate para sa intership. Nung nailagay ka sa isang private hospital na hindi mo alam kung bakit ka nalagay kasi malayo ka dun at petiks na ospital at hindi natuto. Ito iyong mga panahong, nagkagap sa loob mo. Ito iyong gap na pinupuno ng review na ginagawa mo. Ito iyong gap kung saan mas magiging magaling ka na medtech o doctor. Ito ka.

At para sa mga magboboards, GOODLUCK SA INYO! GO USTE![syempre bias]

Balbas-sarado

 Isa lang masasabi ko. ULUL!

Hahaha. Dahil sa sobrang bum ko, napansin kong medyo mahaba na pala bigote ko, eh, isama na natin ang goatee at balbas. Sila ang mga senyales kung gaano katagal na hindi lumalabas ang isang tao. Hahahaha.

11-Day Countdown

Sa totoo, dapat gagawa ako ng med survival guide for 1st yr kaso wala, ang hassle pala e. I mean every tips and mga dapat gawin dapat sabihin sa post na un. And wala ako ngayon sa tamang attention span, para isulat lahat ng thoughts ko at lalong lalo na hindi naman ako sobrang bum para gawin un. Itanong niyo nalang sa akin personally, kung gusto niyo ng tips. Lahat ng mga maling ginawa at mga dapat gawin.

11-day countdown. Mga nalalabing araw ng aking pangalawa sa huling bakasyon. Parang nung medtech lang ako, wala nang 3rd year summer kasi start na ng duties iyon. Sounds fun. Huhuhu. Dapat ko naman talaga sulitin ang mga natitirang araw e. Basta may magawa lang.

Tapos dapat magpopost din pala ako about sa mga notes na binebenta nun kaso tinamad ulit ako at nawala na lahat ng aking mga naisip tungkol dun. Nung 1st yr kami, may sumikat na transcribed notes, SuperSubsec ang tawag. Maraming nagsasabi, sobrang nakatulong daw sa mga exams pero ewan, medyo bano talaga ako mag-aral minsan e. Ang mahalaga ay ang end result, ang PUMASA! So ngayon, dahil kumita ang supersubsec, pagkakakitaan naman nila ang mga estudyante. SMART notes naman ngayon. Compiled notes sila. Not sure kung, may ginawa din ba sila dun tapos nilagay dun. Nagets mo ba?
 
I have nothing against sa mga notes na ganito kasi alam ko namang gusto lang nila tumulong sa mga kapwa med students e. Pero ang nakakalungkot, parang medyo overprice. Parang binebenta nila ang mga compiled notes na kung saan iyong most of the individual notes ay libre naman talaga. Hindi pinapabayaran nung gumawa pero sila ibebenta lang ng ganun. Or most probably, ibenta ng medyo mas mura? Sa groups namin, siguro almost 100+ na ang umorder. 1700 x 100 = 170000 pesos. Hindi ba?! Pang tuition na yan ng isang semester. Tapos may isa naman, ibebenta niya lahat ng 2nd year samplex for 500 pesos. Ulul ka ba?! Eh kami nga makakakuha niyan ng libre e, well syempre babayaran mo photox pero 500?! Magbenta naman kayo or magdagdag man kayo ng tubo, wag naman iyong garapalan. Naman! Negosyante? Kailangan ng pera? Iyong mga bebentahan niyo rin naman kailangan ng pera. Hahaha. Medyo nagiging emotional ako rito. Pero dahil contradicting ako, kapag kailangan na at hindi sapat ang mga makukuha kong notes at samplex, bibili ako ng SMART notes. Nagtitiwala naman ako sa kredibilidad nito pero hindi ko lang kasi kayang dagdagan pa ang gastos ko. Sabi nga ni ate nung tinanong ko siya about dito, 'Hindi mo naman kailangan niyan. Nakasurvive naman kami ng walang ganyan dati.' Totoo.

SKET DANCE

Iyan ang anime na pinagkakaabalahan ko sa mga natitirang episodes. Episode 75 na iyong huling tingin ko at nasa episode 27 na ako ngayon. Kahapon lang ako nagsimula. Bum mode. Siguro iisipin ng ibang tao na ang lame ng story. Medyo naman pero masaya manuod e. Ang Sket Dance ay isang club/org, na ang aim ay tumulong sa kahit anong bagay or aspeto. And. ayun lang, ayoko masyado magsasalita kasi hindi ko talaga maexplain. Nuod nalang kayo. :)

Happy Mother's Day in Advance!

I need to post now because there will be no time tomorrow. Since the day I started blogging, I do it alone. Meaning? I do it when no one's around. It's kinda hard to type and generate your thoughts when someone is around and you get to be more truthful to yourself, I guess. Anyway, I know I chose the right decision of not attending La Union's Medical Mission. I haven't been to La Union before but I will never ever choose these medical missions over quality time with my mom for tomorrow. Yes 'nakakahinayang na hindi mo naranasan at natutunan gawin ang gagawin sa isang medical mission at ang masasayang karanasan' but never will I regret choosing not to go over my mom. That is all!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL GREAT MOMS OUT THERE! God bless you all!

To Live Outside The Box

Summer sucks. Really! For me, it should just be a 2-week summer. Yeah right! That is IF ONLY, you have nothing to do. But with these guys, it's something worthwhile to remember. Going to the site and seeing hundreds of little boys with their mom/dad/sis/bro/aunt/uncle/grandma/grandpa waiting along the long lines. Enduring the heat and anxiety. And fear of the little boys in their road to manhood.

This surgical mission was really fun and I think this would be one of my most memorable experience. Imagine, learning to do surgical stuff and cutting skin. Oh blood flowing out. So help me God. Once, I did cut an artery and blood squirtssssssssss. Presence of mind. Know what to do. Good thing one of the them is there to guide and teach and of course assist.

Oh before I forgot, Phi Sigma Gamma Fraternity sponsored this mission. Good luck to you big man!

Lone Wolf

Late post. My sister gave me two tickets of Iron Man III. Two free tickets? Hmmm, what to do with the other one.

Reality check:

-girlfriend [x]

-friend who wants to come [x]

-crush [x]

Well obviously, I watched this great awesome movie with my super awesome loner self. It's kinda hard but two residents in JR sat beside me and it's just fine because they were sleeping during the movie. Cool. They just wasted their 500 pesos.

And now, I have one year deadline for next year. Goodluck!

To A New Start!

It's really nice when you think you pick a good choice. When you work so hard and endure all the pain and hardships and all those psych-factors. It feels great knowing that you stay strong until the very end with all your new found friends.Hail to us!

Official Announcement!

Well not really but all the list of remediables/irremediables are out and thank God for not having my name in there. I promise to do every year not to have remeds. It's a challenge because my sister didn't have remeds even ONCE and besides, I don't like being put into pressure to do good. My goal in every school year is 'At start, do good to pass or even better so no pressures for me anymore.' [Bano ng english.] 

So just wanted to say, I'm officially going to SECOND YEAR! I hope no problems will happen.

Wallflower

Yes, I am!

Happy Summer!

It's kind of a late-start-of-summer-post but hey at least I still blog, not that often nga lang. [conyo amp]. Having summer break is one of the most awesome things to happen for a well-spent year. Of all those less sleep nights, studying on coffee shops, samplex, readingsssssss and desperately trying to survive. This summer break is indeed a gift to us. Time to bum ourselves, catch up with the series, anime, manga and reading non-academic books, however, I'm going to read some when the start of classes is near na.

I'm really trying hard to blog in english right now. Realizing, how stupid I am in writing and speaking. A while ago, when I was in PRC I wrote in the brown envelope, 'Medical Technologist' it's kinda stupid because it should be 'Medical Technology'. OEM, I need to learn soon.

Hunger Games Trilogy Books [c/o Kuya Gelo]

Speaking of which, today is a productive day. First, I lend my highschool friend my awesome, almost complete[?], and ever-reliable board reviewer handouts. Second, PRC license registration. Those long lines are definitely worth it and that license is a month in the making. So in short, I may be able to work part time next month! [I hope so.] Third, I met up with Kuya Gelo, He lent me his pharma book for next year and I bought his Hunger Games Trilogy for 300 pesos. Neat! Fourth, I'm blogging right now! Nowadays, I rarely blog, I dunno why but unlike for the past years when I blogged each day and update. Anywho, today feels great.

Last na, I find Perks of Being a Wallflower book BORING. Hahaha. It really is! [for me though.] Maybe I should watch the movie first. zzzzzzzzz. But the book can be finished in a day, promise.
 

1FreeMan

"Don't know where to start. where to run. where to hide."

On one hand, an iron will that never breaks, while on the other hand, a never fading hope. I stand strong amongst all of these and shall never fall. I conquer everything I saw and make it my own. That's the freedom of onefreeman.

Ang sakit na ng likod ko kakabasa. Medyo uncomfortable na rin ang magbasa sa upuan, where are you my higa-studying-habits? And sobrang pinagsisisihan ko ang paghhighlight kong napakapangit nun kaya useless na ang iba kong handouts at lalong lalo na ang hindi pag-aaral ng cardio at respi physiology. Bakit iyon pa?! Sobrang sabaw ko sa pagbabasa nitong mga must-know-concepts. 

"Tonight, I shall die. Tomorrow, I shall rise. An endless cycle."

Death March

A future with no tomorrow there lies a hope which will save humanity. Keep me sane despite these problems. We walked and searched for life and unfortunately, some failed and died. Yes, continue to move forward until desires are fulfilled. We end this journey, TOWARDS THE DEATH MARCH!

Almost a month na pala ako hindi nagpost. Good for me. Toxic lang ng sched, sa totoo lang wala rin kasi akong mapost kasi for sure about yan sa napakakulay kong buhay bilang isang estudyante. Nkakasawa naman minsan magrant e, puro exams, quiz.......buhay med. Goodnight!

PTKS!

Sinayang ang weekend. Sinayang ang pagkakataong makapagbasa at hindi magpuyat ngayon. :))) Nanuod pa nga ako ng performance ng kaibigan ko kanina kaysa mag-aral. Talk about moral support sana worth naman ang ginawa kong iyon. Ngayon, ito ako nagpupuyat. :) Goodnight!

Last Quarter!

Nasa last shifting na kami ng taon. Well, may 5th shift pa pero all out na un, wala nang turo-turo, bahala ka sa buhay mo mag-aral style un. Actually, countdown na nga iyon sa March e. Sa med daw pala may tinatawag na Death March kung saan 2 straight fucking weeks mag-eexam lang kayo. 1st week, 4th shifting exam. 2nd wee, 5th shifting exam. This 5th shifting exam is cover-to-cover-to-cover-to-cover... to the nth times for every subject. At after nun may compre exams kami. Isang exam lang pala ata un na kapag pumasa ka may additional grade ka sa raw score, kung bumagsak, okay lang. Annndddddd. Wala akong magawa. :)))) Tinatamad na ako magblog amp.

Shiki

Nawala na ako sa mood mag-aral pero katulad ng dati there just some movies/scenes/anime episodes na makakatulong para sipagin ako. Hahaha.

Napanuod ko ito sa Hero channel pero syempre tagalog kaya ayoko so basically online streaming. Natapos ko siya nung sembreak at nito lang dinownload ko ung buong season sa torrent. Hoho.

Hindi ko alam pero may part sa akin na possibleng maging mamatay tao. Amp. I dunno pero gusto kong manuod ng patayan, kababuyan na movies/anime. Iyong maraming dugo, iyong alam mo na un. :) At dahil dyan may sipag na muli akong mag-aral. Last na to pramis!

Neuro!

Nauubos na neurons ko sa'yo. 4 topics ka lang pero mas mahirap ka pa sa 11 handouts ng biochem at isang immuno book ng physio! Actually, kaya naman siyang intindihin, hindi ko lang talaga alam itsura nila. Alam mo iyon, hirap magvisualize ng hindi mo alam itsura. K! Baka magbasa ako snell ng neuroana.

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Sabaw! Sobrang frustrated ako ngayon kasi parang lahat ng inaral ko for GI Ana, nawala na. Alam mo iyon super-know-it-all ko silang lahat nung long quiz tapos ngayon, reset from zero lahat ng nalalaman ko. Oh noes! I badly need to have super-duper sharp memories na para na rin sa compre at soon-to-be-patients ko.

Screw this!

Acting almighty and shit. Seriously, is that how you ask a favor? Naman! Ito storya dyan.

Buong araw ako nanunuod ng American Pie and fruitfully, natapos ko rin ang pagmamarathon. Marami-rami ata un. So mga natapos ako ng 1AM kani-kanina lang pero dahil ang plano ko dapat ngayon ay mag-aral, yep mag-aral pero syempre hindi ko ginawa, nag-aral ako ngayon. Sa kasawiang palad, wala na pumasok sa utak ko. The topics are fun, cell biology, cancer, shit, and more. SO ayun, aba itong si Ninong umattitude. Nagpapagising sila sa akin ng 4AM, kung sakaling gising pa naman ako.

Bass: 'Paano kung matutulog ako ng mas maaga?'
Diko, 'Okay lang kahit hindi mo na ako gisingin.' aba itong isa umepal,
Ninong: 'Hindi pwede un.'
Bass: *aba napaisip ako* 'Ah eh wala pa akong tulog simula kanina.'
Ninong: 'Dapat wag ka matulog, paano ka makakapag-aral ng mabuti?'
*SERIOUSLY?! Ako pa talaga sinabihan mo kung paano ako makakapag-aral ng mabuti? WTF! Humihingi ka na nga lang ng pabor magpagising e at may karapatan ka bang magsabi na wag matulog isang tao. Dapat ganitong oras ka matulog. Naman! Kahit pera mo winawaldas sa isang luho na ang tinatawag ay Medisina. Sinusulit ko pera mo para hindi bumagsak pero walang walang walang wala kang karapatan na sabihan akong wag matulog sapagkat kailangan ko ng pahinga, sinusubukan kong itodo at isagad ang kasipagan ko rito.*

At dahil dyan, 3.30AM na. Ibig sabihin matutulog na ako at mangigising. >:) Goodnight!

Off To A Good Start!

I think inner peace. inner kasipagan from nature is entering to me. woohoo! Well, nakapagsipag ako kanina and as you know, Thursday night ngayon at Friday bukas. Meaning, petiksEST day kami bukas ay mamaya pala. At matutupad na rin ang sobrang tagal na namin pinlanong Buffet 101! More fats for my tummy but syempre, after nito todo tipid/diet na rin ako. :)

Natapos ko na panuorin ang The Wedding[American Pie]. Improvement sa akin yan at nagdownload na rin ako ng Taken at Taken 2. I duunno why I picked this but napili ko na e.

Grabe nagpupuyat ako sa wala dapat kanina pa ako natulog e. Damnit! Tonight kasi dapat I should sleep to what my heart desires until 6am.

*Goodnight!

CRAMbulay

2013 na at hindi ka pa rin nagbabago! *pat on the back* Nawawala na naman ako sa momentum ng pagbabasa e. Pero kahit ganun man, itutuloy ko pa rin. Hoho. Goodluck to this 2013! Towards summer. Towards 2nd year med! :)

There is no turning back now, only make steps forward.

Tingin ko wrong grammar e pero pinost ko pa rin. I think it should be 'making' not 'make'. :|