No More!

I think this is my study post after so long of not ranting. Hay. I'm studying clin eps. It's not totally incomprehensible but I think I need to read it for so many times.

I'll just let it out. I can't contain it forever and I don't have a friend to talk too. Yeah, this is the ironic part. I don't tell my problems to people but instead I hide it. I know, my life is a mess and pitiful but I really don't know what to do. :||||||||

A while ago, we played Rockband and our subsec have a visitor from another subsec. And my subsec is teasing me to someone and that visitor likes the one my subsec is teasing me with. Magulo? Yes. Anyways, I don't like how they did it because I don't want that person to hate me because of some misconception. It's really sad that some people tend to do things they want. I don't know really. They didn't name drop but I think they're pertaining to me. Defensive much?

I like to cry right now but I can't. I can't voluntarily stimulate my lacrimal glands to produce tears that is of high concentration in salt. It's been so long since I cried, I can't remember when was the last time. Wah! Let them fall!