i want your blood

sige lahat na ng quiz bukas tungkol sa dugo. hema, blood banking, immuno sero. okay erase immuno sero pero, hello serum?! dugo. haha. okay. sabaw post. anemia na-eenjoy kita aralin sana maging mabuti ka sa akin bukas. :D

body and mind and soul

sorry for the third post for the day.

tonight i feel that my mind, body and soul contradicts each other. we can say that i'm the contestant or may be a participant in this game. and those three are the judges. we all know the mechanics on a game with three judges right? okay, it's vague. i just wanted to say that my body says that i should sleep na because he's already tired while my mind says that i should study and my soul is very eager to study. so which means that body loses. if i agree with my body, i would lose the game. it's game over kumbaga! i just wanted to sleep but i can't and shouldn't. yes, i'm being nerd but i don't want to sleep this late tomorrow. it's scarier.

the effect of coffee is taking effect. only the palpitation part, not the awaking effect. ha? wahhh! syet nagpapalpitate talaga siya. samahan mo pa sa kakaisip ng *insert thoughts/someone*

semi-hell week

so little time to understand everything. a usual thing to do during weekends is to highlight my books. and here i am struggling to understand how antigen and antibodies and immunology and serology concepts be put into my mind. tama naman talaga si sir rabor eh. dapat iniintindi ang concepts, hindi lang memorize. but my problem is that i only memorize. i can understand things but i don't know where to start to. i need to learn these concepts, these med-related subjects in a short time. for after approximately 5 months, we would be what we are dreaming of - to become interns and wear those new uniforms and most especially the BLACK NAMEPLATE! excited much naman ako.

next week would be a taste of hell in 3rd year 2nd sem. :D 2 days lang ata kaming walang gagawin e. i hoped that a day would be more than 24 hours. please.

ambidextrous

i was rewriting my notes last night and my right hand felt tired. i told to myself that i will somehow finish a part but then fail! i slept na lang. i want to be ambidextrous so i could exercise both hands. it's cool to use both hands pa naman.

ma'am shallani

nakakatuwa kasi nakita ko si ma'am shallani kanina. pagkababa ko ng tayuman edi sasakay ako ng jip papuntang ust. as usual, hindi ako namamansin ng mga tao and then biglang may tumapik sa akin. aba si ma'am! hahaha. syempre andun pa rin kagandahan ni ma'am. and nakakamiss magturo si ma'am. siguro kung siya lecture namin sa clin chem, tapos na kami ng mga topics for the monthly. swear! ganun siya kagaling at kabilis magturo. narealize ko pa lalo tuloy kung gaano siya kagaling nung nagleave siya. :|

anyway. after 24 hours ulit nakakin na ako ng kanin. yumyum. i prefer quantity over quality. but if both can be achieved, best na. takaw kong 'to! binigyan ako ni miko ng hersey's. i voraciously ate it! :D

3:4

i didn't chose to stay for four hours to get a plus 3 in sero immuno. it may be a mistake or not. well basically, it would be a mistake since plus 3 iyon e. i will regret that choice that i made when ma'am put it in the final grade, i mean like a raw score. but if it is for the quiz, okay lang. sana dun na lang. 3 lang alam kong walang plus. oh well. it's our fault naman. and i hate these times that i'm not in a dorm. if i am, i could have went back to my imaginary dorm and get the book and then asked to signed it for plus 5. bumili-bili ka pa kasi ng maaga bas e. epal ang kasipagan mo. epal ang katamaran mong magdala ng book. please sa quiz na lang i-add un! mababawi ko pa kasi kung dun. i just have to study and compensate what i lost right? haha.

paper boat making na kami mamaya sa histopath lab. yey! hindi nga gagamitan ng utak iyong practicals. but you really need to practice making an origami for the paraffin. :D it's really nice! i'm going to prepare na for school. today's uniform, pharma shirt! nilabhan ko yan. ay erase.erase. binabad lang pala.

mr drain energy

kaninang mga 12 lang ako nakakain ulit ng kanin after more than 24 hours. amp. so hello naman sa aking utak, nagprocess kaya siya ng matino. hahaha. ngayon ang pinakanakakapagod na araw. imagine, four times kaming bumalik sa 4th floor ng ust main building. nung una tumakbo kami. keri lang pero alam mo iyong paghinga mo? kapos e. tapos si kuyang nagbibigay ng mga apparatus medyo naengot ata. binigay ba naman mga gamit sa pharma?! wtf! ayun kaya pala iba ang mga dala nmin. hahaha. this is my most badtrip day. ampota talaga. kapag ako napuno. *insert thoughts in mind* may araw din siya. pramis.

i ate double down of kfc. i desperately wanted to eat that. it was satisfying. ewan ko pero nabusog ako sa maliit ng pagkain na un. hahaha. para nga akong nasa kiddie party kanina e. spag, chicken, bacon, cheese, mayo. yumyum.

bye. mag-aral na ako ng quiz. dapat perfect. :P

hunger is poverty

true. true. grabe ang huling kain ko ng rice was 11am. kumusta naman ang mga fats/non-carbohydrate source ko. nacoconvert na into glucose in the process of gluconeogenesis or lipolysis. amp tama ba? hahaha. ayun. super gutom na ako ngayon. actually, tinatamad lang ako lumabas at gumastos. isa akong parasito na naghihintay kung mag-uuwi nga ba ng pagkain ang aking ninong. haha.

i did something productive this day. i mean a while ago pala. i covered my book in immuno-sero. pasensya naman kung panget ang pagkakagawa ko. for a man who does something like that, matino na un. and of course, i memorized 30 transcriptions for immuno-sero again. woohoow! i just thought that it's just useless if we just memorized them. i just found out from kuya gelo that we won't be doing those tests. *sad* but it's alright. as long as ituro naman nila sa amin, okay? cge balik bum life naman ako. gusto ko na nga matulog e. hahaha.

singing in the rain

actually true. silently singing in my mind. lip synch the lyrics. :D that's how i sing. i don't know if i do have a voice to be proud of.

nung nasa uste pa ako ay umambon at lumakas nang nakarating ako ng lrt. buti na lang naglrt ako kung hindi stranded na ako for 3 hours. haha. yes, i've experienced that. since malapit na ako sa national bookstore sa may grand, i might as well buy things for myself. school supplies malamang! i have a special kwento during my stay in natio bookstore pero maya na un. i bought my things and then go on an all-out-adventure pauwi. naglakad ako hanggang kaya ko pang maglakad at nagtricycle ako pauwi dito sa bahay sa halagang 30 pesos. no choice. in desperate times we need to do desperate means. ayoko naman magswimming sa baha kasama ang lahat ng dumi ng caloocan.

so ito na iyong kwento. kanina habang nakatambay kami sa starbucks. aba ito si ma, kinulit ako kung sino crush ko. actually hinaharot na ako dun sa recently crush ko since first year. hindi iyong super duper crush pero may part na crush ko lang siya. medyo gumana naman ang aking hormones at lumabas sila kahit papaano. talo si ma sa labanan ng pakulitan. as usual, i'm one of the most makulit e. may gut feeling na siya. hindi ko lamang ito sinasabi. para may thrill. so moving on nung nasa national bookstore ako, sabi ko paano kung nakita ko siya rito? i just have the feeling. hindi ko na tanda kung ano iyong sinabi ko na kapag makikita ko siya dun e. habang nagbabayad na ako sa cashier, tumingin ako sa may hagdan ng mga taong dumadaan. hahaha. ampota! bigla siyang dumaan. nagpeace sign lang siya at ginaya ko naman. these days kasi parang hindi kami nag-uusap. i don't know why. so yun ang story ko. :D

my friends told me that she has a thing for me. i don't know if that's true. i doubt if it's true. hello sino ba naman magkakagusto sa katulad ko? haha. ayun. God please help me. badly need it. gusto ko lang malaman kung as in love ko na nga ba siya. wahhh! ang cheesy. kanina nung nakita ko lumaki na iyong pagkacrush ko sa kanya ng konti pa. ito ulit ako, restless ang utak. so ayun bleu. nakwento ko lang sa'yo. ikaw lang naman nagbabasa nito e. bye!

tirey eyes

sorry paulit-ulit na lang mga sinasabi ko pero bakit ganun. ang tulog ko ay more than the normal hours of sleeping recquired. pero bakit ganun? ang sakit ng mata ko ngayon tipong gusto mo parati matulog. i tell you, 9 ako natulog kahapon and gumising ng 5. bakit ganun? pagod? parang hindi naman. wala pa nga kami ginagawa e. tapos we have nice sched pa. ang panget lang ung kwarto. :| imma sleep na. goodnight!

stress free semester

as i reflect on my life, i just thought that i should not stress myself too much. i should not care whether other sections have better schedules, better rooms, better professors. i should not. greatly prof factors affect but we are the ones who study and understand and learn and create our grades [pampalubag loob lang. please. :)]. some hours ago i somehow familiarize and memorize the glossary of terms for blood banking. sa friday pa iyong quiz but as i said to myself, i will try to be one of the best! hahaha. asaness. i haven't read pa pharmacology chapter 1. i didn't continue highlighting chapter 2 of clinical microscopy. i haven't started reading blood banking book. i haven't done the dishes nor take a bath. hahaha. okay. it's gross. now, i'm sleepy again. i want to sleep kanina but then, i might not be able to sleep later at night. after the water deliver boy does his job, i will start to eat dinner and then do the dishes and then take a bath and then study. :) productive work.

i want to live curious. hahaha. that's why i want to make myself have a stress free semester!

hydrophobe

i want to learn how to swim. i want to workout kasi. ewan i just want myself to be fit. remove exces fats. not necessarily the 6-pack abs nor profound biceps or triceps. i just want to learn how to swim. hahaha. i want to jog! i want to exercise, so badly. i'm hydrophobe by the way. i can go to the swimming pool as long as i can reach the floor and beyond that? hello fear. hahaha. maybe i should learn to let myself drown first so i could learn noh? good idea. hahaha. nah!~

family bonding

too bad diko was not with us a while ago. a normal day to eat with my family. yes, quality time together. bihira lang naman kasi magkita-kita ang bawat isa sa amin. we ate at bigoli. yumyum. ang dami kong nakain. tapos as usual shopping sa department store. and now here i am at home. hinatid ko si mami sa bus. ayun ang panget ng pwesto niya. hindi man lang naupo. :|

i wonder when will be the time that i won't blog everyday. i just write something naman that is not so important. i will just tell lang naman about what happened that day. so boring. boring life. i asked money from my mom and she gave me. so i could buy books and finally, to pay for my NMAT application. i haven't studied yet.

under a spell. sleep!

ang discussion kanina ay masaya. kalog ang mga prof namin. masaya kanina. pero masasabi kong wala pa rin ako sa kondisyon upang mag-aral. basta wala pa rin. ang prof pala namin ay sina ma'am cardona for blood banking and sir greg for clinical microscopy. fun iyong subjects. sana may book na ako ng sarili ko para naman magbasa in advance kuno na ako.

so after 3 freaking school days. pagod na pagod mata ko. antok na antok ako. kanina pagkauwi ko sabi ko matutulog na ako aba ang bwisit, hindi nakatulog. ayun nauwi sa pagrerewrite ng notes. :) goodnight. kain na ako. hehehe,.

PH-MT

pharmacology and histopathology of medtech are must subjects! haha. i had fun during the discussion but fuck the heat! fuck the sun?! fuck the freaking schedule! haha. sorry for the words.

mga physician prof namin sa araw na ito. it was really fun. :p

pharma muna. ganun pala inaaral ng pharma ang saya. i mean yes i know na super mahihirapan ako but the thing is magiging masayang aralin and subject. nagorientation kasi. tapos nagbigay ng mga examples si sir. tapos a drug either inhibits or activates a physiologic process. uhhhh. okay. basta masaya siya.

histopath naman. sa lecture, mukhang strict si sir pero mabait naman. i think magaling magturo si sir pero mas mahirap daw magpaexam kaysa kay sir matro?! hahaha. goodluck to us pero i think we grow up na. unlike nung 2nd year na tipong medyo immature kami, ngayon ay partially mature na kami. basta in a sense ganun iyon. sa laboratory naman, prof na namin si dr yolo at ma'am ruby. to tell the truth, inantok ako ng konti kasi sobrang init nga. 1-4pm sa non aircon laboratory. tignan ko lang! diniscuss din ang first practicals namin. honing at stropping. hahaha. iyon pala tawag dun. masasabi kong ang medtech ay multipurpose professional. ang dami kayang gawin ng mga medtech. pwede kang maghasa and magpolish ng mga blades, knives in a professional way. unlike those we see in palengke. basta may proper way of paghahasa. amp! ayun nasiyahan lang ako.

i'm tired and sleepy. today was fun. until next time.

*kagabi natulog ako ng 12.30pm. pinuyat ako ng master chef. hahaha. swear nagandahan ako at nagutom. like. like.

tired...be a megamind!

kahit first day. super hirap ang katawan ko ngayon. sa byahe siguro ng gala namin. wah! ayun. super boring day. it feels so not alright. basta parang random talaga iyong mga prof eh. we have rooms pa not suited for learning. :) i'm just tired that's all i want to say. and we watched megamind. tsk. okay lang na movie. at dahil dun! pagod na ako! bye!

in the end, it didn't gave up on me

let me just tell you the bliss that i experienced before my sembreak ends. i was here fixing my clothes, things, and i saw my mp3 player. i tried its usb cord, it failed. as expected. i saw a usb cord near the computer and tried it, it worked. unexpected. and now here i am charging it for tomorrow's use. downloading songs for it. oh by the way, my mp3 is color blue. :)

thank you God for this wonderful gift. in the end, it didn't give up on me. and somehow, i was the one who partly gave up on it.

satan's descent.

my 200th post and it is about fairy tail. hahaha. i am spending my remaining time here watching fairy tail. and i watched na the episode where mirajane takes her devil form. and it is super fucking awesome! hahaha.



- look at the difference naman.

realization: there would always be times that in a certain moment we need to get stronger in order to win the battle, the fight, in order to save our family, or a friend, or the unfortunates. we tend to don't care for our actions as long as we care for our loved ones. ha? that's why we should be strong! aye!

*satan's descent. that was the title for the episode/manga. :)

i shall stop na to watch fairy tail para naman may magawa ako kapag wala na ako magawa.

white light

sa bus ay may nakatabi akong magandang babae. hindi ko masyado kabisado iyong mukha kasi nakita ko lang siya nung umupo siya sa upuan na tabi ko. nahiya naman ako tumingin sa kanya. hahaha. wtf! grabe ang bigat ng bag na dala ko. mga damit, mga books, mga gamit. ayun basta mabigat siya. tapos nang makarating na ako malapit sa bahay namin, aba nakabukas iyong mga ilaw sa labas. which means na kagabi pa sila nakabukas. hello electric bill! pero marahil ay mababa lang naman kinokonsumo ng mga ito. pagbukas ko ng pinto, aba ang linis tignan! tapos binago na rin ulit ang mga ilaw mula sa dilaw ay naging puti na ulit. ang sarap sa paningin. ang peaceful looking e. at ngayon nagblog ako para lang masabi ito. hahaha. umuulan ngayon. ay tumigil na pala pero maputik sa labas. so no to buy the notebooks! ang hassle kaya maglakad habang maputik. hassle lalo kapag nastranded ako sa grand. worst thing na mangyayari sa akin iyon swear. imagine caloocan city is one of the dirtiest city. one lang ah, hindi dirtiest. ayun. kapag bumuha, maglalabasan na ang mga basura, mga daga, mga ipis, mga ihi, mga tae, mga dura, mga laway, at lahat na ng kababuyan ng tao. tapos lalakarin mo iyong baha? goodluck naman.

white light. sa pagpasok natin sa 2nd sem ay isang araw ito patungo sa isang kinabukasang nakalaan para sa atin. isang liwanag lumiliwanag sa bawat hakbang natin. isang liwanag na maaaring magpasaya sa atin. isang liwanag ng ating mga pangarap.

save me

dear bleu,

ngayong gabi na lang ako magkakaroon ng isang healthy sleep. iyong tipong more than 7 hours ang tulog mo. pasukan na kasi sa huwebes eh. alam mo bang 7am ang class ko nun tapos 4th floor pa ng main building?! alam mo ba na ang aming building ang may pinakamahirap na akyatan na hagdan. hahabulin mo talaga hininga mo kapag umakyat ka run pero sanayin na rin. sanay na ako kahit papaano. exercise kumbaga.

speaking of exercise, sabi ni mami in my two-week stay sa bahay ay hindi ako tumaba. hahaha. oh well, hindi pa ako nag-eexercise niyan wah. :)) baka may bulate ako tyan? nyay! pero alam mo ba tuwing kumakain ako ay tiyan ko lamang ang lumalaki. wahhh! pang 2-3 persons kasi kain ko. yumyum.

bukas luluwas na ko. hindi ko na mararanasan muli ang bum kong buhay for a while since 6 days pasok ko, muntik na nilang gawing 7 wah. pero sa totoo lang ay medyo pwede na sched namin kasi maaga uwi namin kasi maaga pasok namin. walang connection talaga, nilagyan ko lang. :)

tapos bleu, wala pa ako notebook. haha. grabe lang no? pero bibili na ako bukas sa national bookstore sa grand. sana maging maayos na. tapos dito ko na rin sasabihin. hindi pa ako nag-aayos ng NMAT ko. :\ kailangan ko nang maayos iyon. kailangan ko nang magreview. sayang lang naman kasi iyong pera na gagastusin kung ibabagsak ko lang naman. sa totoo kasi, mag-one take lang ako. kung for me talaga, edi for me. mag-memed ako pero kung hindi, go lang with flow.

i will miss my mom. i will miss my big bed. i will miss my bum life. i will miss my watawang pagkain. i will miss my 12 hours na pagamit ng computer. i will miss my very healthy sleep. i will miss my sembreak. . . sayonara!

aye!

ain't happy cute? super cute! hahaha. Tsuioku Merry-Go-Round by Onelifecrew. ONELIFECREW is awesome! they also sang a theme song in Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood. :)

this is my most productive day of sembreak. kanina pa ako nanunuod ng fairy tail. episode 14-26. madadagdagan pa yan. good for me. ang kyut ni happy! hahaha. watch niyo episode 20 ng fairy tail. hahaha.

i wanna be a billionaire

who doesn't?

naisip ko lang. ang blogspot ay for absolute bloggers lang talaga unless iyong tipong effort ka katulad nung mga ginagawa ng mga nagttumblr. hindi kasi ako pwede mag-open ng mga ganito sa tumblr eh. i have friends, classmates. masasabi ko kasing pili lang nakakabasa or wala nga e. iyong tipong nakita mo blog ko? edi go basahin mo kung matiyaga ka. nagsesearch ako kung saan pwede makabili ng usb cord for my mp3 player. epic fail. hindi lang siguro ako marunong maghanap. :\ please lang talaga makahanap ako ng gumagana.

nagyaya si catherine na gumala kami sa tuesday. LIKE! first gala ko for the sembreak. amp. amp. ang no social life ko naman.

i have kwento. nagtutubuan na talaga mga pimples sa mukha ko. hahaha. good for me. ewan nagmumukha na naman tuloy akong stress kahit hindi. i want to jog! kung wala lang talagang aso sa morning breeze, magjjog ako e. kaso meron. hahaha.

habaan ko na kaya iyong post ko. nafefeel ko na kasi feeling na magpapasukan na. 3 days na lang kasi bakasyon. wahhhh! siguro kaya rin ako nahahaggard eh, iniisip ko ang 2nd sem. i mean kung paano ko tutuparin mga pinangako ko sa sarili ko. kaya ngayon ay no basa ng books. enough na ang highlighting. i-enjoy ko na lang yan sa pasukan since malapit naman na. i just *sneeze* [magkakasakit na naman ata ako. haha.] wish ko for this sem? sana magbago na ako. ewan sa lahat ng aspeto. :)

after ko mag-grad, magtake ako ng boards. perhaps take the audio opportunity and become a billionaire! pero ewan na. med? eh hindi pa nga asikado iyong papers ko and registration and payment e. hahaha.

hands down

sa mga banda talaga, masasabi kong ang top 1 ay ang dashboard confessionals. i like their songs. i love them. hands down sa galing! hahaha. sana makabili na ako ng usb cord for my mp3 player. please lang sana meron! i need music habang nasa daan ako papasok. ang corny kasi ng nakakainis na busina ng mga jeep, mga humaharurot ng motor, mga tricycle, mga salita at lakad ng mga tao. at least kapag may music ka may sarili kang mundo. para lamang sa'yo.

chew.chew.swallow.

sa aming magbabarkada ay ako ang pinakamatakaw sa pagkain lalo na sa kanin. parang bigyan mo ako ng chicken fillet or wowsteak, i can eat 2-3 rice just by having that. matipid ako sa ulam - matakaw sa kanin. tapos one time sinabihan ako ni miko na ang pagkain ko raw ay ganito, *chew.chew.swallow* totoo naman eh. tipong ilang nguya lang ginagawa ko tapos lunukin na kagad tapos subo ulit ng panibago until umulit ang process. hahaha. natawa lang ako. tapos sabi rin ni miko at hito na hindi ko raw ineenjoy ang pagkain. parang iyong pleasure lang na mabusog ka. :\

naisip ko lang while i'm eating kanina. sinusubukan ko ngang nguyain ng matagal iyong pagkain but then, epic fail. pero tingin ko kung masasanay na ganun parati gagawin ko ay magagawa ko.

iiyak mo lang

umiiyak ang ulan kanina pa. hindi na niya kaya ang bigat na dinadala niya. hindi na niya kayang kipkipin lahat ng kanyang mga problema. hindi na niya kaya lahat ng mga naranasan niya. okay lang yan, andito ako para sa'yo. andito kami. andito kami makikinig sa pagpatak ng iyong mga luha sa bubungan ng aming mga bahay, sa payong na gamit namin sa aming paglalakad, sa amin mismo. iiyak mo lang lahat. mawawala na rin yan sa ilang saglit. ilabas mo na lahat ng iyong dinaramdam sapagkat pagkatapos nito, malaya ka na ulit. maging malaya ka sa iyong buhay.

katulad ng umiiyak na ulan, umiiyak din ang aking pusong sawi.

wahahahaha. chos lang! grabe wala talaga ako magawa. 7am nasa harap na ako ng computer. thank you sa gumawa ng autopager! idol kita, isa kang dakilang tamad! kasi lahat ng nagddownload ng program mo ay mas dakilang tamad pa kaysa sa iyo! maraming salamat.

friday na. malapit na magpasukan. :\

ala-nerd talk

i did something productive naman today. i finished highlighting 3 chapters of my hema book. yey! at ngayon pa lang, narerealize ko na kung gaano kahirap ang 2nd sem namin. masaya ang hematology, swear! study of blood and blah.blah? super interesting niya. naisip ko nga kanina na super mag-eenjoy ako pero super mahihirapan. so equal lang din. may equilibrium kumbaga. ang interesting din kasi ng mga topic, imagine: anemia. tapos may anemia, at marami pang anemia? tignan ko lang kung sino hindi mabaliw dun. ay ito pa kakabasa ko lang, hemoglobin? may hemoglobinopathies at thalassemias. tapos may mga variants pa tapos may iba't ibang uwi ng hemoglobin. hello hell world! madugong madugo magiging buhay namin. haha. super nerd talk na 'to. ay meron pa pala, leukemia? wala pa ako alam dun eh. hahaha. tapos may coagulation pa. wohow! goodluck goodluck.

*i don't know kung ano tawag dito pero talpak o dalpak in tagalog. ang sakit. my feet are not totally straight, you see. and everytime, even now, my right talampakan is nangangawit. para bang may pressure na naka-apply. ang hirap eh. ayun tapos everytime i used my hands in straightening it, i hear my bone as if pinapaputok sila. hahaha. okay. fine. ako na ang taong hindi pantay ang mga buto. super abnormal.

usapang anime - i'm a chinese dragon

inaccept ko na ang pagiging chinese dragon. walang hiya kasi si yao eh. pinagtripan ako kasi tinawag niya akong chinese dragon nung 1st part ng 1st sem ngayon year. kasi ganito yan, ang mustache ko ay abnormal ang growth. hindi sila pantay. mas makapal iyong isang right sa left or the other way around, hindi ko kasi alam kung alin eh basta hindi sila pantay. so ayun lokohan namin ni yao ang chinese dragon. siya rin naman eh, mas mukha kaya siyang ganun kasi may balbas pa. hahaha.

anyway, accepted ko na siya kasi gusto kong maging dragon slayer! haha. like like. isang dragon slayer mula sa fairy tail. amp. walang kwentang post basta may maipost lang.

kagabi nagbasa ako ng naruto. and fudge ang super ganda niya. alam mo iyong pinaka-OA na pagkakasabi ng napakaganda?! naruto iyon! grabe! basahin mo na lang para maamaze ka. mabighani ka. ayun i can't wait for next week para mabasa iyong bagong update. iniisip ko nga siguro 30 years old na ako, hindi pa tapos ang naruto. halos buong buhay ko siya naganap. grade school, high school, college, and after college. wah! mabuhay ka pa ng matagal masashi kishimoto. ay kakagoogle ko lang sa kanya, 36 years old na siya this november 8. not bad, medyo bata pa. pero please tapusin mo naruto. pasayahin mo ang mga tao na humahanga sa gawa mo. natutuwa sa gawa mo. nagbibigay ng suspense kasi 4th ninja war would start na. wahhhh!!! fast forward na ang mga araw please. huwag muna kayo magbreak sa pagawa ng manga. iyong anime, hindi na ako umaasa kasi ayun, super tagal pa matatapos nun.

sa bleach naman, okay. boring. don't bother reading it. ang corny eh. tipong nagsasayang ng oras or sinasayang niya lang oras natin sa pagbasa. basta may mga chapter talagang worthless. pinapaligoy-ligoy pa eh pwede naman iyong maganda part na ng story. hayyy.

ang tatlong ito ang mga binabasa kong manga for now. iyong xxxholic naman kasi eh, corny na rin tapos tipong hindi updated parati. it bores me. someone. something. sometime. ha? please entertain me.

and oo nga pala, super tagal na nito. first kong magbar nung pumunta kaming eastwood. so ganun pala ang mag-bar. corny. haha. i didn't have fun masyado. hindi rin masarap iyong drinks nila. and just so you know, i hate beers! basta ayoko ng beer talaga. iyong lang.

here i am again using the computer when yesternight i told to myself i would study for the whole day. goodbye promises. you are meant to be broken.

ignorance is boring

so i'm ignorant? hahaha. i like to read blog sites, and forum. it's fun kasi to know articles and stuffs. and a post was IGNORANCE IS BORING. i've seen it before in national geographic channel. it's striking naman talaga eh.

so now, i will try to learn things again. do something productive, if i can. and again, my mind tell me to live a healthy lifestyle. tonight, i just ate few rice, moderate viand, and more water. yumyum. no overdose of sweets and carbohydrates. wahhh! i'm excited tuloy to do things. i need to make my tummy smaller again kasi. if you could see it, it's really big. i'm being conscious na kasi on the way how i look. i think i need to practice how to smile. hehehe. one thing i forgot to tell you, i had haircut at GQ Barbershop in SM Baliwag. and hell yeah! i look gwapo. hahaha. ang ganda kasi ng gupit ni kuya. partida pa iyon, may sugat pa ako at that time so tipong sobrang ingat na ingat siya nun. tinatanong pa nga kung masakit eh, i said no naman. pagbigyan mo na ako bleu, minsan lang naman ako magsabing gwapo ako e. but then, too sad that pimples pop out on my face. i sleep late at night kasi. tsk. i need to sleep early again as if i have an ear infection.

oo nga pala. sa SM nakita ko rin. ang libro ay binabasa, hindi binabasa. syet natanga ako nung una kong nabasa ito. tapos narealize ko lang ayun sa pronunciation sila nagkaiba. hayyyy. i will soon leave the world wide web. take a bath and then highlight hematology, the subject i will try to love this sem. please love me back, okay?

bleu is the name

i almost forgot that today is our 1st anniversary. your first birthday! i think that this blog would be my blog forever. everytime i moved to other blogging sites, i always return to you bleu. your name would be bleu from now on. thank you for being with me for a year. thank you for listening to my stories, my sabaw posts, my rants, and my wants.

you're the one who see me grow up and become retarded sometimes, most of the time pala. i love you very much! i will keep on updating you until i die. i will always tell you my stories. i will care for you. hahaha. i'm so drama na.

you know what bleu? yesternight i read three chapters of fairy tail manga and it gets more exciting each arc. and i'm inspired to write stories regarding magic. i love magic. you're my magic. haha. as i grew older i just realized that i don't use most of my mind in imagining things, my creative side of my brain gets rustier and rustier. haha. only in reading manga keeps my mind alive. haha. and studying[?!].

7 more days when i could rest and be a bum. and on the 8th day, first day of classes. i get to see my 3D-MT. let this sem be a fruitful one, and a happy one.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLEU! let's grow old together then. :)

there's a zombie on your lawn

nakaka-LSS ang kantang yan. hahaha. ewan ko kung yan iyong title but still, nakaka-LSS siya. buong araw ako nagpplants vs zombies. naamaze lang ako sa gumawa nito. ang ganda naman kasi talaga kahit na tapos mo na at sawang-sawa ka na, pwede mo pa rin ulitin. yun ang ginagawa ko ngayon. so sad.

medyo lumulobo na naman ang ear infection ko. hello! tigilan mo na ako. balik ka after grad, huwag during grad or before, okay? ang kati niya. haha. please gumaling ka na bago magpasukan. one week na lang.

i'm not myself anymore. i don't like to go gala. kanina, ivan texted me if i want to go to imaw's[christian] and i replied, "haha. kayo na lang." ayun. it's so not me. tapos kanina kaya rin ayaw ko kasi ayoko pa maligo. ang tamad ko! i take a bath during the evening only unless we have lakad or nagsumipag akong sumama sa lakad. and may star city gala ang college. i badly want to go but i'm tinatamad again. like i'm tinatamad to luwas. haha. ang conyo amp. at iniisip ko paano kung umulan? sayang iyong ride-all-you-can 'di ba? mahirap para sa akin since pera iyon eh. it's vital in life. hahaha. joke. pero sayang naman talaga. let me find myself again, please?

save me.

birthday post!

happy new month everyone! sorry blog, i didn't story tell what happened on my birthday. and by the way, i'm going to name you on your birthday. hahaha. i've got to finish this before the day ends. it's like i'm not at home for 2 days. imagine, cousins and relatives going to your house and then a kid annoys you while using the computer so it means that i'm pissed off and let him use the computer and i will rest on my bed. hahaha.

every birthday of mine is like an ordinary day and the only different thing is that it's my birthday. hahaha. it's just a day which makes me a year older. it's just a simple salo-salo for the family. these are one of the days when you will say that you don't want to eat again. swear! i ate a lot what my stomach can hold, i have a fat tummy now. darn! konting exercise lang yan!

thank you to those people and friends who remembered my birthday! it's just that when i opened my facebook account, there were lots of birthday greetings. it's just nice to see people greeting you. i thought nga of removing my birthday eh so i would know WHO really knows when my birthday is. it doesn't matter naman trip ko lang. ian thank you pala sa special mention mo sa blog entry. hahaha. i'm not sure if i would go to UP enrollment. tinatamad ata ako. haha.

my mind doesn't process properly. i can't think of things to tell about what happened yesterday. for today, it's a tiring day! i am not supposed to go to the cemetery for the night maybe my ear infection would got worse, and it did. it grew somehow bigger. argh! and i'm sensitized with the smell coming from it. haha. everytime i see them, i smell them. ayun kaboom, wala na ako naamoy or maybe, wala talagang smell.

i'm tired now. and sleepy. and i am playing plants vs zombies again. i'm super bored! and our classes were moved to november 11. wow talk about sembreak. super haba na niya. i like to go to school na! and let's see if i can achieve what i promised to myself. :) goodnight! happy halloween!