Why can't we just defy every law in this world? To make our lives better? Not! Laws are here to equilibrate the existence of this entire humanity. Chos! Hahaha.
Rant: I'm being a lazy bum to go to UST today because 1. It's so layo. 2. I have to make byahe pa. 3. Gatos. 4. Wala lang. :| But I really need those things my lab gown for internship and my most awaited 'BLACK NAMEPLATE'. It is the most awesome nameplate in the whole world [exaggeration lang] but it is kinda true. It is better than the med's nameplate but they have better uniform. I like V-neck! Ayun but I think I will go later after the vaccination. :D So all these rants are for nothing.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
Level Up the Maturity
A while ago, I had my uniform be fixed again and then get my Ate's results in the laboratory. After 4 years this is the only time that I had my id picture taken at Softshots. I did my best to look good before I leave the house and it turned out that it is better than the last time. Ha? It seems that I look younger but FATTER. Yes, I'm fat but I'm on my pseudo-diet mode naman. After that I went to the bank to have my greater responsibilities in life yet access denied, EPIC FAIL lahat ng nangyari. I can have some other time.
I'm just spending time now since I'm loading the online streaming of TVD episode 20. YEY! The internet connection is slow but it is manageable. Let it be finished na. Please.
I was looking at my other blog-i-and-bleu-only-knows and I find it funny how I get emo last year and advise myself. I'm happy with the way how I give pieces of advice to myself and having a conversation with my alter-ego kuno. Hahaha. I can do better naman pala e. :)
I'm just spending time now since I'm loading the online streaming of TVD episode 20. YEY! The internet connection is slow but it is manageable. Let it be finished na. Please.
I was looking at my other blog-i-and-bleu-only-knows and I find it funny how I get emo last year and advise myself. I'm happy with the way how I give pieces of advice to myself and having a conversation with my alter-ego kuno. Hahaha. I can do better naman pala e. :)
Love is not classic, it is modernistic.
I already stated the reason why on my previous blog entries. Anyway, I just had a weird-mature talk with Jemie some hours ago. Wala lang. I find it rare for me to have that kind of conversation of mine. Hahaha. 2 more days to go! Excited? YESSS!!!!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Hello there Insomaniac!
I just made the term insomaniac. :)
Last night, I went to bed at around 10.30 and I tried to sleep but the problem is I really can't sleep. My body feels tired but my mind is active. Hours passed and I still can't sleep until I went out in the room and saw that it's already 12.30 am. WTF! I've been in my bed for 2 hours doing nothing. I wanted to read the Lamplighter but thou shall not turn on the lights when diko is sleeping and I don't want to read outside. So in the end, I didn't do anything at all. [Ang redundant na ng mga pinagsasabi ko rito.] Ayun maybe I slept at around 1.xxam? I don't know.
I hope things go well after 4 days. Ay may gala pala ako sa Friday. The first and last gala of mine this summer. Yes, I know I'm a loser.
Last night, I went to bed at around 10.30 and I tried to sleep but the problem is I really can't sleep. My body feels tired but my mind is active. Hours passed and I still can't sleep until I went out in the room and saw that it's already 12.30 am. WTF! I've been in my bed for 2 hours doing nothing. I wanted to read the Lamplighter but thou shall not turn on the lights when diko is sleeping and I don't want to read outside. So in the end, I didn't do anything at all. [Ang redundant na ng mga pinagsasabi ko rito.] Ayun maybe I slept at around 1.xxam? I don't know.
I hope things go well after 4 days. Ay may gala pala ako sa Friday. The first and last gala of mine this summer. Yes, I know I'm a loser.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Super-duper-hot!
I had a goodafternoon nap until I was wake up by the heat. Nanlilimahid ako sa pawis kahit naka 3 na ang electric fan. *sad* And I found out that my mom wasn't here a while ago, and now. :| I don't know where she went. [The who-viewed-me-virus in FB irritates me. Persons popping out on chat. grr.]
I wish I have the singing talent or even play one freaking instrument. I would be happy to do so. And dance on a dancefloor. Yeah, I would like to do them so much.
I wish I have the singing talent or even play one freaking instrument. I would be happy to do so. And dance on a dancefloor. Yeah, I would like to do them so much.
Stupidity strikes!
I deleted some drafts in my blog and I realized that some of them are already published. Hahaha. Too bad because I don't know if there is a Recycle-Bin-like-program in blogspot. Oh well. That is so sayang. 2 posts they are and they are now gone. It's not something naman to cry of but they are already part of Bleu. It means that I removed a part of him. Maybe he's being sad right now. Sorry Bleu! I will tell you naman more stories, just for you. [This is weird but I really treat Bleu as if he was alive. He is.]
I will tell na rin what happened yesternight. 1. Rj and I talk about mushy stuffs. Since I'm a newbie in love, I don't know how to do things like courting or maintaining that something. Rj told me to continue but my problem is I really don't have the guts or maybe I'm tinatamad. I think the latter is more appropriate. And I have issue about her, like being so emotional and this is also the reason why I'm tinatamad. I'm not rich, I'm sure, but she thinks I am. When we go home together last February - March, I always pay for everything. When we eat together, I pay. The classic way of courting is that the boy pays for everything but not this time. I know some girls who insist to pay for their part. I just don't like that feeling. :) To be more honest, I hate it. Hahaha.
2. I pm Aila, my seatmate now, and told her I missed her. Sweet ko no? We talked about summer, internship and things. She told me that I'm more good looking than my 2 brothers. Hahaha. I'm natouched and flattered naman. I love you seatmate! You're beautiful din naman eh especially that Profile picture of yours. Hahaha.
*I told to myself that I would not eat lunch today but fail! I ate a while ago although konti lang naman. I don't have my resolve and stick with it. :|
I will tell na rin what happened yesternight. 1. Rj and I talk about mushy stuffs. Since I'm a newbie in love, I don't know how to do things like courting or maintaining that something. Rj told me to continue but my problem is I really don't have the guts or maybe I'm tinatamad. I think the latter is more appropriate. And I have issue about her, like being so emotional and this is also the reason why I'm tinatamad. I'm not rich, I'm sure, but she thinks I am. When we go home together last February - March, I always pay for everything. When we eat together, I pay. The classic way of courting is that the boy pays for everything but not this time. I know some girls who insist to pay for their part. I just don't like that feeling. :) To be more honest, I hate it. Hahaha.
2. I pm Aila, my seatmate now, and told her I missed her. Sweet ko no? We talked about summer, internship and things. She told me that I'm more good looking than my 2 brothers. Hahaha. I'm natouched and flattered naman. I love you seatmate! You're beautiful din naman eh especially that Profile picture of yours. Hahaha.
*I told to myself that I would not eat lunch today but fail! I ate a while ago although konti lang naman. I don't have my resolve and stick with it. :|
Mkdhwadn
We all have the brains and the talents and the skills but the question is, "How are we going to use it wisely?" Just like what our Clinical Chemistry professor, Sir Rabor, always tell, "You don't need to be perfect or get 1.0 in every class, as long as you have IQ, EQ, and most especially DQ." [DQ means Diskarte Quotient pala.] But the thing I want to rant right now is that I was reading a book a while ago. The Lamplighter. I know it is a very good book but seriously, I can't understand many words. I tried to search the unknown words in the dictionary but I find it very time consuming. Hardwork is a must but time is more important. I need to read and digest it as soon as I can, as long as I still have the time. Hay.
So the main reason I rant for three times now is that I'm already 19 years old and I still don't know many words. :| That's kinda sad for me because I want to learn so much but I'm not so patient in doing so. Hahaha.
Someone sent me a pm and told me that my stat is emo. The hell she cares! It's my stat not hers and then afterwards she said, "Wanna share?" Haha. Pakipot pa e. She could have told me that sooner and I will tell it to her openly but she told me pa that I'm emo. Tsk. Kainis lang.
The only solution that I'm thinking of would be to have an electronic gadget that has a dictionary. Hahaha. Lazy me.
So the main reason I rant for three times now is that I'm already 19 years old and I still don't know many words. :| That's kinda sad for me because I want to learn so much but I'm not so patient in doing so. Hahaha.
Someone sent me a pm and told me that my stat is emo. The hell she cares! It's my stat not hers and then afterwards she said, "Wanna share?" Haha. Pakipot pa e. She could have told me that sooner and I will tell it to her openly but she told me pa that I'm emo. Tsk. Kainis lang.
The only solution that I'm thinking of would be to have an electronic gadget that has a dictionary. Hahaha. Lazy me.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
sit straight
alam ko naman talaga kung bakit sumasakit iyong likod ko ngayon e. hindi ko lang talaga maalis iyong mannerism ko na umupo ng hindi straight or something na medyo panget tignan. kaya ang consequence ay nangangawit most of the time ang likod ko at hukot ako. yes. yes. pwede na akong maging kotseng kuba kabang yumuko ako, kitang-kita ang napakalaking curve. tsk.
ay speaking of tsk, madalas ko na siya sinasabi. hahahaha. tsk.
pagod na ng mga mata ko. wahay. i want to sleep na.
why can't i do something productive these days? when in fact summer vacation is almost out. when i only have a week to go before internship at san juan. i'm thinking now who would be my duty mates, what would be our schedule, where would be my first assignment. hahaha. oh well, i will try to stop thinking these things for i will experience them soon. i will know the answers to my questions.
search for the truth.
ay speaking of tsk, madalas ko na siya sinasabi. hahahaha. tsk.
pagod na ng mga mata ko. wahay. i want to sleep na.
why can't i do something productive these days? when in fact summer vacation is almost out. when i only have a week to go before internship at san juan. i'm thinking now who would be my duty mates, what would be our schedule, where would be my first assignment. hahaha. oh well, i will try to stop thinking these things for i will experience them soon. i will know the answers to my questions.
search for the truth.
tsokoleyt
ang masaya kapag may ate ka ay malaki ang tsansa mo na magkaroon ng libreng tsokoleyt. mula sa manliligaw. boypren. sariling bulsa. o kung saan man. masaya talaga. at kagabi meron na naman cadburry. yumyum.
sa katunayan ay pumunta na naman ako sa harap ng ref at pumutol ng isang parte nito at nilapang ko ang kinuha ko. ang sarap. kung ako'y magiging mayaman bibili ako ng limpak-limpak nito kaso matagal pa iyon. hahaha. at bawal pala sa akin ang maraming tsokoleyt sapagkat ako ay may lahing dyabetis. at nakakataba ito, eh medyo nagpapapayat nga 'di ba ako? [na parang sa tingin ko ay walang nangyayari] ayun kaya last na ang pagkuha ko na iyon kasi sa totoo lang para kay mami iyon at nakikikain lang ako na kahit na mas marami na akong nakain kaysa sa kanya.
condolence pala kay ate alice.
kagabi sa burol, nagkakwentuhan kami about sa pagiging intern ko. basic questions lang. at dumating sa point na tinanong nila ako kung magaling na ba ako sa venipuncture o pagkuha ng dugo? syempre ang sagot ko ay hindi gaano.
isipin mo naman na sa buong second semester ko sa uste ay isang beses lang ako nakapagvenipuncture. evacuated tube method pa. at higit lalo na at first ko pa gawin iyon during a practicals! yey! worth it naman ang resulta pero kahit na sayang pa rin iyong 2 points deduction. okay. okay. don't dwell in the past naka 2.5 naman ako sa hema. lol. actually isa na yan sa mataas unless hindi ko lang kilala iyong mga hayop talaga ng hema.
so balik sa kwento sa burol. biglang sumingit si ninong, "o baka naman kapag nagpakuha ako sa'yo masktan lang ako?" okay medyo pajoke lang niya sinabi pero alam mo iyong pang-aasar. dahil walang hiya ako na medyo mabait pa naman sinagot ko ng, "edi sa iba ka magpakuha sa medtech talaga." :) iyan na ang pinakamatinong masasagot ko na may impact kahit papaano. balak ko pa nga idagdag na, "hindi kita kuhanan maarte ka e." basta si ninong kasi iyong tipong ang arte feeling high-class pero hindi naman. let's say isa siya sa matataas pero duh! ugali niyang iyon. hahaha. at paki ko sa kanya.
okay bye bye na muna.
sa katunayan ay pumunta na naman ako sa harap ng ref at pumutol ng isang parte nito at nilapang ko ang kinuha ko. ang sarap. kung ako'y magiging mayaman bibili ako ng limpak-limpak nito kaso matagal pa iyon. hahaha. at bawal pala sa akin ang maraming tsokoleyt sapagkat ako ay may lahing dyabetis. at nakakataba ito, eh medyo nagpapapayat nga 'di ba ako? [na parang sa tingin ko ay walang nangyayari] ayun kaya last na ang pagkuha ko na iyon kasi sa totoo lang para kay mami iyon at nakikikain lang ako na kahit na mas marami na akong nakain kaysa sa kanya.
condolence pala kay ate alice.
kagabi sa burol, nagkakwentuhan kami about sa pagiging intern ko. basic questions lang. at dumating sa point na tinanong nila ako kung magaling na ba ako sa venipuncture o pagkuha ng dugo? syempre ang sagot ko ay hindi gaano.
isipin mo naman na sa buong second semester ko sa uste ay isang beses lang ako nakapagvenipuncture. evacuated tube method pa. at higit lalo na at first ko pa gawin iyon during a practicals! yey! worth it naman ang resulta pero kahit na sayang pa rin iyong 2 points deduction. okay. okay. don't dwell in the past naka 2.5 naman ako sa hema. lol. actually isa na yan sa mataas unless hindi ko lang kilala iyong mga hayop talaga ng hema.
so balik sa kwento sa burol. biglang sumingit si ninong, "o baka naman kapag nagpakuha ako sa'yo masktan lang ako?" okay medyo pajoke lang niya sinabi pero alam mo iyong pang-aasar. dahil walang hiya ako na medyo mabait pa naman sinagot ko ng, "edi sa iba ka magpakuha sa medtech talaga." :) iyan na ang pinakamatinong masasagot ko na may impact kahit papaano. balak ko pa nga idagdag na, "hindi kita kuhanan maarte ka e." basta si ninong kasi iyong tipong ang arte feeling high-class pero hindi naman. let's say isa siya sa matataas pero duh! ugali niyang iyon. hahaha. at paki ko sa kanya.
okay bye bye na muna.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
pissed off! part 2
hi. goodmorning. i woke up early today and i hate it, it's really hard. waking up that early makes you feel weak and tired. :| well, maybe i will just sleep again later this afternoon. i hope it works. i got to save the remaining days with sleep i could have before internship.
so yesterday, i don't have the time to blog. i'm a prove antisocial. yesterday i tried and pretended to sleep so i could not go out and 'be' with my relatives since we had our lunch at our house. i was thinking kasi that i really don't have anything to say or talk to them. good thing nga after lunch mama jeno and kuya would talk to me. and maybe this is kind of pressure for me, i'm the only SINGLE child in the family. yey for me! no commitments but PRESSURES. it's alright naman talaga but i just hate the feeling of being left out. that's why i just want to go anywhere else. imagine all of them has partners and they are the only persons i could talk to since i don't normally talk with my relatives nga. :) don't worry things will happen if they are meant to happen. i will flow with the changes i wanted them to be.
i just followed TVD casts in twitter. yey! i'm a fan. i like it so much. and now, i'm watching the new episode this week. i have an asshole nephew who close the internet yesterday and i will make him pay this sunday. hello evil plans. actually it's just easy, i would just watch and do something in the internet. that's all! i just like the feeling that he can't do anything here except using the computer...uhm...it applies to me as well. hello evil mind! thank you for being with me all the times i needed you so much. please think of something more evil. most evil thoughts you could process. okay, i'm gonna go watch now.
so yesterday, i don't have the time to blog. i'm a prove antisocial. yesterday i tried and pretended to sleep so i could not go out and 'be' with my relatives since we had our lunch at our house. i was thinking kasi that i really don't have anything to say or talk to them. good thing nga after lunch mama jeno and kuya would talk to me. and maybe this is kind of pressure for me, i'm the only SINGLE child in the family. yey for me! no commitments but PRESSURES. it's alright naman talaga but i just hate the feeling of being left out. that's why i just want to go anywhere else. imagine all of them has partners and they are the only persons i could talk to since i don't normally talk with my relatives nga. :) don't worry things will happen if they are meant to happen. i will flow with the changes i wanted them to be.
i just followed TVD casts in twitter. yey! i'm a fan. i like it so much. and now, i'm watching the new episode this week. i have an asshole nephew who close the internet yesterday and i will make him pay this sunday. hello evil plans. actually it's just easy, i would just watch and do something in the internet. that's all! i just like the feeling that he can't do anything here except using the computer...uhm...it applies to me as well. hello evil mind! thank you for being with me all the times i needed you so much. please think of something more evil. most evil thoughts you could process. okay, i'm gonna go watch now.
Friday, April 22, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
a special day for my special friend
Happy birthday kuya gelo! :) dahil special ka may post ako para sa'yo. hehehe. maiksi lang 'to. super thanks sa lahat ng mga ginawa mo para sa amin. sana matupad lahat ng wishes mo. hahaha. lalo na kay... :) alam naman natin kung sino iyon e, 'di ba?
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
summer is here
grabe ang init! nakakadehydrate although hindi ako dehydrated pero alam mo iyong feeling na nageevaporate iyong tubig sa balat mo tapos ang lagkit mo pa. gusto ko sanang buksan iyong aircon kaso tsk,s ayang kuryente. yes ganun kami sa pamilya namin. tuwing gabi lang binubuksan ang aircon. wtf din pala, sira pa ang tv! wah! buhay nga naman. i'm so bored. gusto ko nang matulog kaso sobrang init. hindi kaya ng isang electric fan e. tapos mamaya pag nakauwi na sila ate, syempre aalis ako. katulad nga ng sabi ko medyo antisocial ako. hahaha. i would rather be alone and talk with no one. basta bigyan mo ako ng something na magagawa kahit wala akong kausap ayos lang. hahaha. loner much. tapos may libre pala akong work-out kasi naghakot ako kanina ng mga gamit ni ate. and take note, aakyat ka ng hagdan, lakad papuntang room, baba ng hagdan para kuhanin iyong mga dala. at hindi lang sila dala, mabibigat na dala sila. ayun, so parang kung ganun ang trabaho ko i'll be super fit in no time. hahaha. medyo napansin ko rin na sanay na ako sa mabibigat ng bagay. oh well, dapat lang. hmmmm. i have twitter na. hindi pa rin ako maalam gumamit. :p sige bahala na. :)) next time ulit bleu. wala pa akong matinong post para sayo
i'm alone. yeah.
kasi kahapon ay kumain kami after ng grad ni ate and ako lang walang kapartner sa aming magkakapatid. ang loser ko. hahaha. naisip ko na ito bago pa man kumain. hayyy. ako na loner talaga. ayun tapos i better not be close to anyone in this family kahit kay ate, distansya na lang. and besides hindi naman na ako mauuwi dito ng maaga kasi it's either nakaduty ako, gagala ako, nasa ust ako. iyon lang. tapos gusto kong matuto talaga kung paano magitara. masaya na ako kung matuto ako nun. kung paano magswimming. at gusto kong sumayaw! hahaha. gusto ko na rin magpapayat at maggym at magworkout. lahat na! napaka fail ng aking buhay. :))
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Happy Birthday Ina!
Since this is your special day, happy birthday mami! May this be your happiest day. :)
Ang short naman ng message ko, ahehehe.
Ang short naman ng message ko, ahehehe.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
maging maayos sana
ang aking uniform. please. isa na rin iyon sa mga pampalubag loob ko. i mean, sana hindi siya super sikip. iyon na lang. tapos sana maayos pagkakagawa nila. please lang. :)) i'm bored.
vampire diaries is awesome.
vampire diaries is awesome.
Friday, April 15, 2011
San Juan, here i come!
nung una kong nalaman na ay shet san juan ako. nabother ako ng sobra. first of all, sobrang layo niya sa bahay namin. caloocan to roxas blvd. it's like you came from the north then going to the south. magkabilang panig ng mundo. haha. pero ayun sa sobrang pagkabothered ko, nung kinabukasan nung araw na iyon ay sobrang pagod ako at gusto ko pa matulog.
gusto kong mapalipat, sinubukan ko kaso sabi ni God, "basil, dyan ka na lang sa san juan. may plans ako para sa'yo." yan na lang iniisip ko kasi una wala si ma'am crooc at after holy week pa balik niya. pangalawa nung orientation day may kumausap kay ma'am dahil pareho din kami ng case, pinakausap niya nanay niya yet in the end ay hindi pa rin pumayag si ma'am. hopeless na ako. so sa dinarami-rami ng mga taong nakausap ko dahil sa aking problema ay medyo napamahal na ako sa san juan. just by hearing about the stories. like masaya daw sa san juan, mababait ang staffs, good schedule [8am-3pm; 8pm-7am, 'di ba ang ganda?], NO 24 hour duties!, kaso sobrang malayo at magastos at 7days a week daw? hmp! pero malapit naman siya sa moa so ayos lang. ahehehe. kaso sa pagod ko magkakaroon ako ng libreng workout. nais ko naman kasi pumayat since noon pa so mabuti na rin. haha.
tapos maganda raw magbigay ng grade ang san juan. ewan kasi parang dun tinambak ang mga iba sa mga dl. so dapat kong galingan sa mga exams right?
at kashiftmate ko raw si mikee wee at tenten. haha. so basically ayos na ako dun. sila rin kasi ang kasama ko sa world citi interview. haha. sila kumausap sa akin nung ako'y isang loner nung interview. ako lang kasi ang dmt nung sa batch na iyon. :)) so buti na rin. sana nga ay ganun ang pagpili ng mga shiftmates by alphabetical order. at malaking possibility na maging kaclose ko sila. :) i know it's fun to be with them. hahaha.
kaya be good to me, San Juan de Dios Educational Foundation Inc. :) please ako ang isa sa mga may pinakamalaking sacrifices this 1st sem. let all my hardships be fruitful. grades are enough to compensate. i will be responsible and hardworking naman. i will manage my time wisely kasi kelangan. :)
gusto kong mapalipat, sinubukan ko kaso sabi ni God, "basil, dyan ka na lang sa san juan. may plans ako para sa'yo." yan na lang iniisip ko kasi una wala si ma'am crooc at after holy week pa balik niya. pangalawa nung orientation day may kumausap kay ma'am dahil pareho din kami ng case, pinakausap niya nanay niya yet in the end ay hindi pa rin pumayag si ma'am. hopeless na ako. so sa dinarami-rami ng mga taong nakausap ko dahil sa aking problema ay medyo napamahal na ako sa san juan. just by hearing about the stories. like masaya daw sa san juan, mababait ang staffs, good schedule [8am-3pm; 8pm-7am, 'di ba ang ganda?], NO 24 hour duties!, kaso sobrang malayo at magastos at 7days a week daw? hmp! pero malapit naman siya sa moa so ayos lang. ahehehe. kaso sa pagod ko magkakaroon ako ng libreng workout. nais ko naman kasi pumayat since noon pa so mabuti na rin. haha.
tapos maganda raw magbigay ng grade ang san juan. ewan kasi parang dun tinambak ang mga iba sa mga dl. so dapat kong galingan sa mga exams right?
at kashiftmate ko raw si mikee wee at tenten. haha. so basically ayos na ako dun. sila rin kasi ang kasama ko sa world citi interview. haha. sila kumausap sa akin nung ako'y isang loner nung interview. ako lang kasi ang dmt nung sa batch na iyon. :)) so buti na rin. sana nga ay ganun ang pagpili ng mga shiftmates by alphabetical order. at malaking possibility na maging kaclose ko sila. :) i know it's fun to be with them. hahaha.
kaya be good to me, San Juan de Dios Educational Foundation Inc. :) please ako ang isa sa mga may pinakamalaking sacrifices this 1st sem. let all my hardships be fruitful. grades are enough to compensate. i will be responsible and hardworking naman. i will manage my time wisely kasi kelangan. :)
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
totoy
beena tagged 5 hs pics. and i don't like to look at it. i can see how ugly i am/was? hahaha. basta sobrang pangit. =))))))))))))))) niremove tag ko pero nakaprivate naman pala. per the fuck! kapag nakita iyon ng 3d. kaboom na ang buhay ko. pramis sobrang panget! hahaha.
okay. had my enrollment. ang daming tao! masaya talaga ang credit card, mabilis lang kasi iyong pila. hahaha. pramis. tapos ayun, naunahan ko pa iyong kasabay ko. hayyyy. gusto kong matulog kaso wala pa rin ang antok ko. hmmmm. bumabalik na naman ang aking sleeping disorders. hahaha. lol. ayun nga, nahihirapan ako matulog tapos super aga kong magising. iyong tipong feel mo 8am na pero no! 7am pa lang. hahaha. ang hirap talaga ng ganun. siguro nasanay na talaga katawan kong gumising ng maaga everyday. biruin mo ba naman kung halos 7am ka araw-araw, edi 5am gising ka na kasi medyo malayo bahay ko mula sa school, 'di ba? sana ako na lang ang isa sa mga batugan. masaya na ako nun. :)
okay. had my enrollment. ang daming tao! masaya talaga ang credit card, mabilis lang kasi iyong pila. hahaha. pramis. tapos ayun, naunahan ko pa iyong kasabay ko. hayyyy. gusto kong matulog kaso wala pa rin ang antok ko. hmmmm. bumabalik na naman ang aking sleeping disorders. hahaha. lol. ayun nga, nahihirapan ako matulog tapos super aga kong magising. iyong tipong feel mo 8am na pero no! 7am pa lang. hahaha. ang hirap talaga ng ganun. siguro nasanay na talaga katawan kong gumising ng maaga everyday. biruin mo ba naman kung halos 7am ka araw-araw, edi 5am gising ka na kasi medyo malayo bahay ko mula sa school, 'di ba? sana ako na lang ang isa sa mga batugan. masaya na ako nun. :)
Sunday, April 10, 2011
yum
i had yogurt plus mini stop ice cream for dinner. hahahah. yum. i could do this forever. naisip ko nga rin bumili ng fit 'n right. hahaha. lol. diet freak. okay lang ang dami ba naman kasi ng pinakain kanina. tsk. breakfast iyon, no lunch, yummy dinner. :)
i miss you bleu! hahaha. tinatamad ako magblog sa manila. tsktsk. sige basa na ulit ako ng manga.
i miss you bleu! hahaha. tinatamad ako magblog sa manila. tsktsk. sige basa na ulit ako ng manga.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Unfair
"Maybe you deserve someone better than me."
For me, this line is kind of unfair to say. I've been thinking of doing this as a stat in FB but I thought of the consequences. It's true that she needs someone better than me. But the thing is I'm selfish because I don't think of others feelings that often. That may be the right term to describe me in this "so-called relationship" of mine. I'm getting emotional again. Tsk. But I really want to do it now, I just don't know how to make excuses for it. Oh, I'm also a coward, a word to describe me. Hahaha. Wah!!! What do I do? I don't have someone to talk to. :| I don't have a bestfriend. I have a kwento pala. I should tell it to my "bestfriend" sana but then he just told me that I'm just jealous. Sa amin na lang iyong usapan. So in the end, I didn't tell it to him. :(
Hayyy. You really deserve someone better than me.
For me, this line is kind of unfair to say. I've been thinking of doing this as a stat in FB but I thought of the consequences. It's true that she needs someone better than me. But the thing is I'm selfish because I don't think of others feelings that often. That may be the right term to describe me in this "so-called relationship" of mine. I'm getting emotional again. Tsk. But I really want to do it now, I just don't know how to make excuses for it. Oh, I'm also a coward, a word to describe me. Hahaha. Wah!!! What do I do? I don't have someone to talk to. :| I don't have a bestfriend. I have a kwento pala. I should tell it to my "bestfriend" sana but then he just told me that I'm just jealous. Sa amin na lang iyong usapan. So in the end, I didn't tell it to him. :(
Hayyy. You really deserve someone better than me.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
feeling in love when it's LOVELESS
Callalily: Sanctuary
I know, i can never be enough
But i'll always be here
I know, that my words are simple and shallow
But i mean everything i say and do
I know, i dont have a diamond ring
To put on your finger
But i will see to it,
That we will always be together
And i thank you
From the bottom of my heart
Because
You are my light
You are my home
You are my sanctuary
You are my peace
You give me hope
You are my sanctuary
You are my better half
You taught me things that i need to know
And you made me realize
That life is not just a simple song
And i thank you
From the bottom of my heart
Because, because
You are my light
You are my home
You are my sanctuary
You are my peace
You give me hope
You are my sanctuary...
You are my guide
When i am lost
You are my sanctuary
You are the heart
That keeps me alive
You are my sanctuary
You are the kiss
That makes me strong
You are my sanctuary
You are the warmth
When i feel cold
You are my sanctuary
My sanctuary...
My sanctuary...
But i'll always be here
I know, that my words are simple and shallow
But i mean everything i say and do
I know, i dont have a diamond ring
To put on your finger
But i will see to it,
That we will always be together
And i thank you
From the bottom of my heart
Because
You are my light
You are my home
You are my sanctuary
You are my peace
You give me hope
You are my sanctuary
You are my better half
You taught me things that i need to know
And you made me realize
That life is not just a simple song
And i thank you
From the bottom of my heart
Because, because
You are my light
You are my home
You are my sanctuary
You are my peace
You give me hope
You are my sanctuary...
You are my guide
When i am lost
You are my sanctuary
You are the heart
That keeps me alive
You are my sanctuary
You are the kiss
That makes me strong
You are my sanctuary
You are the warmth
When i feel cold
You are my sanctuary
My sanctuary...
My sanctuary...
for now, i will label myself once again as loveless until i feel that feeling again. until i once again feel the happiness. i'm still hoping to be with it again. yes. hello bleu, bass is loveless. he may be single forever! [i don't want that!]
Monday, April 4, 2011
Last Promise na!
katulad ng sabi ni ian, 9 posts in 3.5 days. woah?! so 4.xx days equals 11 posts? haha. amp. parang i have 7 posts in excess kung pagbabasehan natin na 1 post per day. right? hahaha.
anyway. natapos ko na panuorin and asatte no houkou / living for the day after tomorrow. and i'm disappointed. maybe it's better if i watch it in animax than in the net. :| kasi sabi ko nung napanuod ko siya sa animax, panunuorin ko ang japanese version nito. *sad* ang boring pala. hahaha. hayyyy. pero still productivity! yey to me! sige out na ako dito. tapos matulog na mamaya.
*bass is signing off.
anyway. natapos ko na panuorin and asatte no houkou / living for the day after tomorrow. and i'm disappointed. maybe it's better if i watch it in animax than in the net. :| kasi sabi ko nung napanuod ko siya sa animax, panunuorin ko ang japanese version nito. *sad* ang boring pala. hahaha. hayyyy. pero still productivity! yey to me! sige out na ako dito. tapos matulog na mamaya.
*bass is signing off.
Mcdo, benta ka.
taena ang benta nung bagong mcdo commercial. sorry ah, ngayon ko lang napanuod. siguro mga 6 times ko siya pinanuod straight. at ngayon sawa na ako. pero still ang benta niya. :))
Hot 'n Cold
"My feelings of love burn like the flames of a phoenix
yet the ones I love, always bathe me with chill of an iceberg."
-Ice Phoenix [1/2 Prince]
:(
yet the ones I love, always bathe me with chill of an iceberg."
-Ice Phoenix [1/2 Prince]
:(
Serotonin I need you. :(
Unahin ko muna ang aking problema ngayon at ito ay ang pagising ng super aga. Alam mo iyong maaga? Ngayon yun. Naiinis ako kasi summer ko ngayon e tapos nagigising ako ng ganito kaaga. Hindi pa ba sanay ang aking body clock?! Masanay ka na, one month lang bakasyon natin! Hahaha. Tapos kanina 2AM nagising ako kasi sumakit tyan ko. Alam mo bang ang sarap ng tulog ko nun, I think nanaginip pa ako ng maraming beses or bagay, I mean. Tapos ayun panira lang ng moment iyon. :| Tapos nabasa ko lang na ang mga gatas ay may serotonin which helps us to sleep easily. Wow, coffee na lang kaya? Nakakaantok din iyon e. Hahaha.
Pangalawang hinaing. Kagabi dumating si Ninong, aba sinabihan ako na, "Ilang araw ka na dito sa Baliuag?...Ilang moment...Tumataba ka ata." Wow sa lahat pa ng bagay na sasabihin sa akin. Ayun na-BV ako. Tapos ito pa, sumagot si ina, "Eh biruin mo ba naman kaya niyang ubusin iyong kalahating kaldero." True pero the hell, iyong unang dating ko lang naman iyon e. Super gutom ako nun kasi wala akong lunch nun and tapos hindi na ako kumain nun ganun karami after nun. Tsk! Naiinis ako. So i'm getting piggy with the diety? Haha. Oh well, baguhin ang lifestyle. Balik dati ulit like last summer. BRUNCH ONLY, NO TO BREAKFAST AND LUNCH, LITTLE RICE DURING DINNER and. and. MORE WATER. Yey!
Nakakatuwa, ewan ko lang kung ganun nga ba, medyo nagiging close kami ni Carlo. Konti lang kasi kaclose ko sa barkada nila. Haha.
Ay last hirit ko na to for the post. Habang nagbabasa ako ng 1/2 Prince kahapon. Grabe ang tawa ko kasi may mga parts dun na talagang humorous o sobrang nakakatawa. Ayun share ko lang. I haven't laugh like that for a long time. Hahaha. Pero pinakamemorable pa rin Bull's Neck ni Rj. Hahaha. Okay sige bye, nuod na ako ng Living for the Day After Tomorrow.
Pangalawang hinaing. Kagabi dumating si Ninong, aba sinabihan ako na, "Ilang araw ka na dito sa Baliuag?...Ilang moment...Tumataba ka ata." Wow sa lahat pa ng bagay na sasabihin sa akin. Ayun na-BV ako. Tapos ito pa, sumagot si ina, "Eh biruin mo ba naman kaya niyang ubusin iyong kalahating kaldero." True pero the hell, iyong unang dating ko lang naman iyon e. Super gutom ako nun kasi wala akong lunch nun and tapos hindi na ako kumain nun ganun karami after nun. Tsk! Naiinis ako. So i'm getting piggy with the diety? Haha. Oh well, baguhin ang lifestyle. Balik dati ulit like last summer. BRUNCH ONLY, NO TO BREAKFAST AND LUNCH, LITTLE RICE DURING DINNER and. and. MORE WATER. Yey!
Nakakatuwa, ewan ko lang kung ganun nga ba, medyo nagiging close kami ni Carlo. Konti lang kasi kaclose ko sa barkada nila. Haha.
Ay last hirit ko na to for the post. Habang nagbabasa ako ng 1/2 Prince kahapon. Grabe ang tawa ko kasi may mga parts dun na talagang humorous o sobrang nakakatawa. Ayun share ko lang. I haven't laugh like that for a long time. Hahaha. Pero pinakamemorable pa rin Bull's Neck ni Rj. Hahaha. Okay sige bye, nuod na ako ng Living for the Day After Tomorrow.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
You're my 1/2 Prince
"A sunflower will always gaze towards the sun with neither hate nor regret
even through strong winds and heavy rain,
it will continue to look up with a smile
patiently bearing the pain
while waiting for the sun to shine once again.
But the sunflower has never felt nor will it ever feel any regret."
-Zhuo Ling Bin [Wicked]
even through strong winds and heavy rain,
it will continue to look up with a smile
patiently bearing the pain
while waiting for the sun to shine once again.
But the sunflower has never felt nor will it ever feel any regret."
-Zhuo Ling Bin [Wicked]
Thank you Carlo for this wonderful manga you shared to me. Haha. I was in love with it already. I hope there would be an anime for 1/2 Prince. Please! For sure, it will earn money and become one of the best anime. Maybe the reason I like it so much is because I can relate to it. It's like I'm playing RPG games again. Yey! I want to play. again. :) Better read it. Promise it won't disappoint you. Right Bleu? :)
Saturday, April 2, 2011
LSS
"Jaws Theme Swimming"
by Brand New
In a car outside, we stalk the idle kind.
If you're leaving, just let me know.
Tobacco and peppermint, dusting for fingerprints.
A film in her eyes from the glow.
Some rules are made with all intentions to break
And she defends it with a warped rationale.
And I've seen what happens to the wicked and proud
When they decide to try to take on the throne for the crown.
[Chorus:]
And we learn as we age.
We've learned nothing and my body still aches.
And you take cause they give.
Though I love you and my body it leaks like a sieve.
When it got old outside, smoke beneath the playground lights.
If you're coming home, just let me know.
Sucking on your breath mint, dissected and stuck with pins.
A film in her eyes from the glow.
Concrete and water, she's looking for her daughter
At midnight in torrential downpour.
And everything I said about how messed your head is,
Was cut up and left in bits and pieces on the cutting room floor.
[Chorus x2]
Take the picture from the wall when you think that nothing matters.
Take the picture from the plane and it's a long ways to the floor.
Cut your finger on the edge cause it's sharper than they told you.
Take a leap from out the window cause it's way too far to go through the door.
[Chorus]
Try listening to it. :) It's not jawbreaking naman pero basta ang ganda kasi or maybe it is just me liking to hear these kinds of songs. I would like to hear these kinds of songs. Uncommon. Unique. Wahhhhh. I play it all over again kaya mabilis ako magsawa sa mga kanta e. Anyway, I will always play it for now. :) Actually this is my first post with a whole song lyrics. Happy day!
by Brand New
In a car outside, we stalk the idle kind.
If you're leaving, just let me know.
Tobacco and peppermint, dusting for fingerprints.
A film in her eyes from the glow.
Some rules are made with all intentions to break
And she defends it with a warped rationale.
And I've seen what happens to the wicked and proud
When they decide to try to take on the throne for the crown.
[Chorus:]
And we learn as we age.
We've learned nothing and my body still aches.
And you take cause they give.
Though I love you and my body it leaks like a sieve.
When it got old outside, smoke beneath the playground lights.
If you're coming home, just let me know.
Sucking on your breath mint, dissected and stuck with pins.
A film in her eyes from the glow.
Concrete and water, she's looking for her daughter
At midnight in torrential downpour.
And everything I said about how messed your head is,
Was cut up and left in bits and pieces on the cutting room floor.
[Chorus x2]
Take the picture from the wall when you think that nothing matters.
Take the picture from the plane and it's a long ways to the floor.
Cut your finger on the edge cause it's sharper than they told you.
Take a leap from out the window cause it's way too far to go through the door.
[Chorus]
Try listening to it. :) It's not jawbreaking naman pero basta ang ganda kasi or maybe it is just me liking to hear these kinds of songs. I would like to hear these kinds of songs. Uncommon. Unique. Wahhhhh. I play it all over again kaya mabilis ako magsawa sa mga kanta e. Anyway, I will always play it for now. :) Actually this is my first post with a whole song lyrics. Happy day!
Productivity 101
Sana may ganyan talagang class ngayong summer, I badly need it. Gusto ko man gumala ay wala man lang ako kasama, walang pera, walang gana. :| Ang tanging ginagawa ko lang sa bahay ay matulog, kumain, maging conscious sa tiyan, magcomputer. Tsk! Sorry sa mga busy ah kasi wala talaga akong ginagawa sa buhay. Baka magbasa na ako ng Lamplighter na hiniram ko.
Let there be productivity and there was productivity. NOT! :))
Let there be productivity and there was productivity. NOT! :))
;)
"If you were to turn into a snake tomorrow,
And began devouring humans,
And from the same mouth that you devoured humans,
You cried out to me,
'I love you.'
Would you still be able to say,
'I love you.'
The same way i do today?"
-Ichimaru Gin [Bleach]
The sweetest line I've come across so far. :) I love Bleach, well for this moment. I still haven't appreciated yet the new story line of Bleach. Isn't it touchy Bleu?
And began devouring humans,
And from the same mouth that you devoured humans,
You cried out to me,
'I love you.'
Would you still be able to say,
'I love you.'
The same way i do today?"
-Ichimaru Gin [Bleach]
The sweetest line I've come across so far. :) I love Bleach, well for this moment. I still haven't appreciated yet the new story line of Bleach. Isn't it touchy Bleu?
Friday, April 1, 2011
girls will be girls
uhhh. let this be my 3rd post for the day. yes? yes. hahahaha. i know i don't have the right and i know it's normal but why do girls go crazy for someone. like i have a friend/classmate, she's the one who introduced herself to the boy and then added him in fb and post shout outs about him all over and all over again. huh? point? isn't it that these will just make her a trying hard or like a die-hard-fun. sorry but it's true naman talaga. ohhhh. here my story pala. aia answered in a survery her greatest turn on would be, masaya kasama tapos ano pa nga ba. hmmm. iyong tipong sa isang araw daw hindi mauubusan ng pag-uusapan. wahahahaha. that is so NOT ME! sorry ah. but i think i easily lose my feelings for someone. i don't know myself that well but seriously it's like thinking of a full tank then now it's nearly gone na. ganun parang ganun ang feelings ko ngayon. and i don't know, why do some girls look at other guys when you have someone for yourself naman. okay, we could reverse the question para namans a boys but still. ewan. i should not have taken any actions last january. i wished that i didn't do anything na lang so not to have her hopes high and mine as well. actually, i'm just too lazy to court someone even a text nga i don't like to do anything e. wahhhh! there is something wrong with me. yes, i like her but not in a way that i will do things that one should do. huhuhuhu. you're such a loser bass. :| yes, i'm a loser. okay i'm pissed off. ang tagal maglabas ng grades ah!
*okay i shall sleep na nga. pramis na 'to. inaantok na ako. all these efforts tonight will be rendered useless kasi wala pa hanggang ngayon e.
*okay i shall sleep na nga. pramis na 'to. inaantok na ako. all these efforts tonight will be rendered useless kasi wala pa hanggang ngayon e.
trip to hell
and if it is hell we're talking about, i think of jigoku shoujo. hahaha. it is an anime. a good one. hmmm. i like the story and the mere concept. it's how people curse each other then end up going to hell together. yey!
"You are coming with me, we are going to hell."
Enma Ai (Jigoku Shojo: Girl from Hell)
yes i know, the protagonist is a girl but wth! i don't care. hahahaha. actually i'm just spending my time in blogging. i was supposed not to blog but i had to. i will blog until i can't say anything anymore or if i get tired or if fb is already shouting that online grades are available na. i'm thinking nga why there is no one who post or frank people about releasing of grades, it is april fools pa naman. oh well. i'm sleepy na. tirey eyes. 10.53pm is already way past my bedtime. wahahaha. arte much. i'm just here press F5 until my fingers hurt. until it can't move anymore. i have a total of 68 friends in the chat box and i'm assuming that maybe 3/4 of the whole number are thomasians. trying to log in on the site. hahaha. this is a fight for survival. i like to sleep na but the problem is that maybe i may experience once again not be able to sleep just like what happened in hema. amp. i don't want to experience that. of all the things that could happen i hate the most not being able to sleep after waking up so don't wake me up early in the morning because BV IYON! i won't be able to sleep again. i don't know what to say anymore. yey! but i still want to write things. stupid thoughts. worthless words. wahhhhH!
actually after finding out my semestral average yesterday, i'm thinking of the possible subjects where i fail or lack something. i mean i'm very sure that i got high in some but i think the scenario would be a page where i can see 2.5s, and 2.25s because that would be like the range for my grade. and i don't know why! that is kinda impossible to happen. i will gladly accept it if the subjects i'm really low at will have those score. ha? basta ganun iyon. i'm sabaw na. i'm so sleepy. it's already 11.01pm and still no news. hmmmm. shall i sleep na lang?
okay time's up. i shall end this post. hahaha.
"You are coming with me, we are going to hell."
Enma Ai (Jigoku Shojo: Girl from Hell)
yes i know, the protagonist is a girl but wth! i don't care. hahahaha. actually i'm just spending my time in blogging. i was supposed not to blog but i had to. i will blog until i can't say anything anymore or if i get tired or if fb is already shouting that online grades are available na. i'm thinking nga why there is no one who post or frank people about releasing of grades, it is april fools pa naman. oh well. i'm sleepy na. tirey eyes. 10.53pm is already way past my bedtime. wahahaha. arte much. i'm just here press F5 until my fingers hurt. until it can't move anymore. i have a total of 68 friends in the chat box and i'm assuming that maybe 3/4 of the whole number are thomasians. trying to log in on the site. hahaha. this is a fight for survival. i like to sleep na but the problem is that maybe i may experience once again not be able to sleep just like what happened in hema. amp. i don't want to experience that. of all the things that could happen i hate the most not being able to sleep after waking up so don't wake me up early in the morning because BV IYON! i won't be able to sleep again. i don't know what to say anymore. yey! but i still want to write things. stupid thoughts. worthless words. wahhhhH!
actually after finding out my semestral average yesterday, i'm thinking of the possible subjects where i fail or lack something. i mean i'm very sure that i got high in some but i think the scenario would be a page where i can see 2.5s, and 2.25s because that would be like the range for my grade. and i don't know why! that is kinda impossible to happen. i will gladly accept it if the subjects i'm really low at will have those score. ha? basta ganun iyon. i'm sabaw na. i'm so sleepy. it's already 11.01pm and still no news. hmmmm. shall i sleep na lang?
okay time's up. i shall end this post. hahaha.
Happy New Month!
yey. i survived a month and here comes a month of depression for having the lowest grades ever. oh well, i got to live with it.
good news bleu! i found something productive to do. since i want to know music. i want to know songs that aren't that "common" to hear. i'm downloading mp3 songs. yey for me! you know what, i don't want to give up my mp3 player. i'm really thinking of saving money to buy an ipod or something but the problem is i'm so much attached to things. you know what, the mp3 player would be the first gadget-gift i received for my birthday and i loved it so much.
*i think there is something wrong with my blog. it doesn't have any pictures in it. :/ that's another problem with me. i don't like taking pictures. first. i don't have any phone with a camera or a camera. second. i just don't like to take pictures. hahaha.
again happy new month bleu! we're going strong! :)
oh i forgot my rant. i hate being in bulacan. not in a bad way but i just don't like it. i was downloading mp3 files and the bandwidth ran like 30kpbs. i don't know the exact speed but it was super slow. hayyyyy.
good news bleu! i found something productive to do. since i want to know music. i want to know songs that aren't that "common" to hear. i'm downloading mp3 songs. yey for me! you know what, i don't want to give up my mp3 player. i'm really thinking of saving money to buy an ipod or something but the problem is i'm so much attached to things. you know what, the mp3 player would be the first gadget-gift i received for my birthday and i loved it so much.
*i think there is something wrong with my blog. it doesn't have any pictures in it. :/ that's another problem with me. i don't like taking pictures. first. i don't have any phone with a camera or a camera. second. i just don't like to take pictures. hahaha.
again happy new month bleu! we're going strong! :)
oh i forgot my rant. i hate being in bulacan. not in a bad way but i just don't like it. i was downloading mp3 files and the bandwidth ran like 30kpbs. i don't know the exact speed but it was super slow. hayyyyy.
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