Stupidity strikes!

I deleted some drafts in my blog and I realized that some of them are already published. Hahaha. Too bad because I don't know if there is a Recycle-Bin-like-program in blogspot. Oh well. That is so sayang. 2 posts they are and they are now gone. It's not something naman to cry of but they are already part of Bleu. It means that I removed a part of him. Maybe he's being sad right now. Sorry Bleu! I will tell you naman more stories, just for you. [This is weird but I really treat Bleu as if he was alive. He is.]

I will tell na rin what happened yesternight. 1. Rj and I talk about mushy stuffs. Since I'm a newbie in love, I don't know how to do things like courting or maintaining that something. Rj told me to continue but my problem is I really don't have the guts or maybe I'm tinatamad. I think the latter is more appropriate. And I have issue about her, like being so emotional and this is also the reason why I'm tinatamad. I'm not rich, I'm sure, but she thinks I am. When we go home together last February - March, I always pay for everything. When we eat together, I pay. The classic way of courting is that the boy pays for everything but not this time. I know some girls who insist to pay for their part. I just don't like that feeling. :) To be more honest, I hate it. Hahaha.

2. I pm Aila, my seatmate now, and told her I missed her. Sweet ko no? We talked about summer, internship and things. She told me that I'm more good looking than my 2 brothers. Hahaha. I'm natouched and flattered naman. I love you seatmate! You're beautiful din naman eh especially that Profile picture of yours. Hahaha.

*I told to myself that I would not eat lunch today but fail! I ate a while ago although konti lang naman. I don't have my resolve and stick with it. :|