Enough!

An understated word. Nothing is enough in this world. Humans are natural predators who hunger for power, for fame, for family and friends, for happiness, for everything. No matter how good you wished for, nothing will change. You will still want other things. That is the rule for us. Everyone may not know what one's heart seeks out but this is an obvious process to search for your happiness in life.

Yes to 2014! Soon!

No More!

I think this is my study post after so long of not ranting. Hay. I'm studying clin eps. It's not totally incomprehensible but I think I need to read it for so many times.

I'll just let it out. I can't contain it forever and I don't have a friend to talk too. Yeah, this is the ironic part. I don't tell my problems to people but instead I hide it. I know, my life is a mess and pitiful but I really don't know what to do. :||||||||

A while ago, we played Rockband and our subsec have a visitor from another subsec. And my subsec is teasing me to someone and that visitor likes the one my subsec is teasing me with. Magulo? Yes. Anyways, I don't like how they did it because I don't want that person to hate me because of some misconception. It's really sad that some people tend to do things they want. I don't know really. They didn't name drop but I think they're pertaining to me. Defensive much?

I like to cry right now but I can't. I can't voluntarily stimulate my lacrimal glands to produce tears that is of high concentration in salt. It's been so long since I cried, I can't remember when was the last time. Wah! Let them fall!

Lose thyself

2nd sem is indeed a heaven. We've got so much free time that one med student could ever have in his life. Seriously, the only problem that we are thinking about is 'WHAT TO DO?' We've got so much free time that we can jog/play badminton/rockband....and the list goes on.

One thing I learned. I suck at everything. Very low self esteem. I don't know what's the problem. Maybe, I'm just not mature enough. And I think all my emotions for love drifted away. Wahhh! Impending doom. :|

Inspiration please!

No outlet

When one poured down water in a glass container at one point in time water will overflow. When one closed up a container and continuously put pressure in it at one point in time the container will shatter into thousands of pieces. No means to fix it. No methods to return it to its original state. But no matter what you do, these things will never happen if you let it flow. This is a general rule, there must be balance. Amount that enters = amount that exit. Nothing more. Nothing less. Do not let it all build up inside. No matter what you do, you always have an outlet. Let it all out.

Hello Bleu! Perks of being in a Catholic school. #noclasses