why does life sometimes have to be so hard?
there would be times that i would ask that question to myself. those were the times that i felt a feeling to an extent that should not normally be felt - being happy, sad, lonely, emo, excited, and perhaps in love. they were too much for me to handle, too much for me to grasp, too much for me to comprehend.
but then, asking another question, was i the one who gave up on life and doesn't live for it?
yes. but i'm trying my best to improve myself now. i'm trying not to let go of the opportunities. i'm trying not to let go of the happy or sad moments with my family, friends and everyone. i'm trying.
life just wanted me to experience things. to make me know the wrong things i did, and correct each of them. to make me feel how lucky i am for all the things i have. to make me feel so down and yet, stand up and live again from all those trials. to make me move on with the past, face the present and think for the future.
i'll try to be optimistic and think lightly about my hardships and failures. i can do it.
*uh oh, need to improve my tenses.
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