Monday, September 27, 2010

hello sleepy head

so this is the effect of caffeine in the body. too much palpitation! too much coffee! ito naman kasing si engot, uminom ng kape kahit isang quiz lang meron bukas, ay ngayon pala. 'till now, i'm so super very hyper. a while ago, i'm trying to sleep yet when i put my arms on my chest, i can feel how my heart palpitate so hard. it's like i'm losing a lot of blood and it is trying to keep me alive. so bakit kamo hindi ko ilayo ang mga kamay ko sa chest? kahit na, hindi pa rin ako makatulog. i'm so deads later. my heart is still palpitating so hard.

so while my hey-i-want-to-sleep-mind and hey-i-can't-sleep-body are fighting, i've realized that our heart is very important in the body. it tries to keep us alive by distributing oxygenated and deoxygenated blood in every corner, point of our body. it's nice no? but sorry heart for making you tired today. i'm very sorry for drinking too much coffee. first time naman natin eh.

last saturday i had highschool mate who was shot in tarcan, baliuag bulacan. the holdaper shot him thrice so obviously my hayskulmate died. it is just sad. he was so young. may he rest in peace. i just thought that what would one think of when they were shot with a bullet, then the 2nd bullet and then what more for the third bullet. how does it feels like to have bullets penetrating your body, your organs, your life is being drained. . . is it like you'll see a light where you will talk one-on-one to God? ayun lang.

No comments:

Post a Comment