you're a liar and i don't like you

so i don't like myself. i sleep instead of studying. now? maybe i will feel sleepy after reading a one or two parasite. yumyum.

i was again, stalking tumblr blogs. and in facebook i happened to look at jim's profile pic. napa-amp ako kasi sobrang cool nun. kasali kasi siya sa pep squad ng la salle, i don't kung tama ba iyong tawag or iyong name. basta parang yellow jackets ng ust. ang awesome lang!

i envy them[my friends]. they tend to have a productive college life. they have orgs, and activities. while me, studying would eat up all my time and movies would be my only social life + seeing some of my high school friends. i can say that i wasted my college life. i should have... or maybe i could have...

my mom and i were eating dinner. and most of the time, i don't know if my mom forgot that we already talked about it, we talked about what to do after graduation. i may pursue different paths after grad. first would be going to med, which i would really like but we may not have the resources. second is taking the boards, work for a year, and then study audiology at ust. third would be working as a medtech, get certification exams and go to other countries to earn. so my mom doesn't want to end my dream of being a doctor. she said that she doesn't want to stop or remove the possibility of me not studying med. kasi naman, ang mahal at time consuming ng medicine. ayun.

i have long hair and i will be reprimanded by my profs if i didn't have a haircut soon. goodnight everyone. last post for the day! :)