Wednesday, December 22, 2010

white christmas

wahh! i miss playing o2 jam. and since i just realized it now that i haven't written any christmas-related post. ahem. ahem. christmas is a season of giving love and sharing love. wah wth! and i can't feel that xmas is near already. yes, i can't. i can feel the cold breeze every morning that's why i woke up so early this morning. damn. i hate wakin' up so early during break. too sad that we won't be complete this occasion because on december 24 my diko and ninong would be here while my kuya and ate won't be. while on december 25 my kuya and ate would be here and the other two won't be. okay. talk about life. haha.

napaisip lang ako kung bakit hindi ako iyong taong materialistic. hindi ako mahilig sa mga gadgets. tsk. iyong fone na i have since 3rd year high school ay buhay pa rin hanggang ngayon, nagblack out iyong screen lumuwang na. haha. so kailangan i support while texting para lang magkailaw. i remember the day kung saan humahanap pa ako ng sikat ng araw para lamang makita iyong text. hahaha. *i just looked at my fb and saw raphael saints chat box. they were talking about the christmas party. wtf! asang pag-ayusin nila ako. i'm not born to do those things. i'm not an organizer. please lang. haha.* antisocial.

i have bitterness kanina. i was having a chat with nikki. wala lang. nakakamiss lang iyong moments dati. haha. sa totoo after nung debut ni gin, hindi na ulit kami nagkita. naalala ko na may nagkakagusto pala sa akin. pero nakakatuwa lang kasi. :) iniisip ko tuloy kung ano na mangyayari sa lablyf ko ngayong present. hahaha. iniisip ko kasi parang incompatible talaga kami pero sinasabi ng mga classmates ko na bagay daw kami. parang kasi ang hirap ng ganun. tsaka ko na lang sabihin mga complications when i internalize things and thoughts and feelings. hahaha.

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