downfall

this is really not my day. that' s a sad thing for me. i'm a jinx. i had practicals for viewing the gram stain twice and *poof* no focus. hehehe. but now, i think i know my mistakes. 1) i let my emotions overwhelm me. 2) i'm stupid for not adjusting the coarse adjustment knob. 3) it's just not my day. 4) lastly, i'm plainly stupid.

i really don't mind getting low grades because i often get them. it is just that, i want to be competitive right? how come that i get failing grades now? maybe i lack determination and will power and the strive to do better.

another theory for my bad day. i'm being somewhat mean to my friends. and maybe, this is my karma. good for me. nyay!

have a break. have a kitkat.