hello group

i think it is better for research proposal or group work to be an individual work or a three-man team. that would be the most efficient way in order to finish the work fast. because having a group with 9-10 members would just render most of the members to be dependent on the other groupmates. it's hard to be the one being depended on. and i could also say that it's hard to be the one who cares for the group. i hate caring. maybe i think i will, one time, don't care anymore to see what will they do if i do that. oh and what's worse is a groupmate who promises to do the editing and now, where is he? *poof* nowhere to be seen. tapos magrereklamo ka? ampota! nakakaganglaiti lang eh! bad words emitted. i think this post will be for my anger management. i just can't say it in front of him for the mere reason that he's my friend. wow! friendship nga naman.

it is better sana if your groupmates are all reliable and cares for the group. sana andun na lang ako sa group na iyon. wahay. i hope in my thesis I and II, my thesismates would care for the group. so that would make our thesis a caring one. haha. chos.

the hard thing pa is that since i'm really pissed off! my mom experiences it. i hate being like that to my mom. but i'm just not the person who can control my emotions, oh i can control my emotions but being angry is a different thing. i could say those !@#$%^&*()?!?!?!?!

okay lang sana kung ako ay isang napakatalino, nakapaintelehente, napakadalubhasa, napakagaling sa researches. kaso hindi eh. average lang ako. may limitasyon upang makagawa ng something productive and acceptable sa mata ng isang professor.

okay i will go na. to start working. to start studying although our quizzes are all scheduled on a tuesday. i'm starting to calm down na. :)